Happy New Year!!!

4 days of holidays so fast over. tml have to start working again & its wound clinic tml!!! wonder tml got pts coming anot coz new year day mah & its day 4 of chinese lunar new year. some chinese very "pandang" abt going to clinics os hospitals coz not nice mah. haiz... anyway gotta slp now.

Lastly, GONG XI FA CAI, everybody! though abit late to say now...

I am a nurse, not a doctor or a maid...

some pple are really fcuk up, juz becoz they have abit more money than us, they can treat everyone so low-class like a maid. fcuk off, these pple really need some lessons to wake up their fcuking mind.

attended to an old lady with some wound on her toe. need to do some dressing & the Dr got order the treatment so of coz i have to perform & charge on the service lah. though its a simple dressing but still u used my medical supplies here so $10 for dressing charge is reasonable. before the payment, the daughter came back & said not cover properly but actually the wound site is dry liao but really have to cover up loh. maybe when wearing slippers, might cause friction on it. ok, fine i wrapped it up for them. then at the billing, this pt's son asked y have to charge dressing? dressing mah of coz must lah! & he not happy, insisted on contra the charges. he also kept staring at me as though i proposely wan to charge him. fcuking assh*le. actually the way he tok, i already dun like le. he like those kind tat look down of pple, juz becoz he is bit more money than the rest of us. then sometimes can treat us (the nurses) like maid. do this , do tat. fcuk lah, u got maid, dun how to ask her to do ar? ask us for wat? hate this kind of pple. hope they get a taste of being poor, see how they suffer...

PM, have to cover clinic A for the last 2 hrs coz raihanah took time off. then got this irritating pt. during treatment, kept asking me LOADS of questions. she is very "gan jong" lah. very nervous, asked this, asked tat, as though she is having some serious cancer. cannot take it liao. asked me all those medical conditions which not all i know ar?! wait i give wrong info, i kana complaint again ar? everytimes pts are also like tat, during Dr's review, nvr ask enough until then come to nurses, then asked. hello?! not all we nurses know, ok? if we know everything, then no need to work as missy liao, ok? haiz...

blogging at coffee bean... hehe... =)

here i am again! blogging at bugis coffee bean cafe. my fav hangout coz always got alot of empty seats around. came after work, hehe... actually came here for shopping but walked here, walked there, nothing to buy leh... think i shop too much le. been shopping the past few these days. hehe... juz bought a necklace, quite nice lah. still wan to get some for my new year leh but nope seem to attract me. haiz... stil havn't get my new shoes yet leh. think gotta wear the old le..

tml noon no clinic, only 2nd reading for the patch testing pts so slack in the noon. can't take leave or time off. sianz... think do house-cleaning(should be clinic-cleaning? lolz) for my clinic? then tml nite, eating reunion dinner wif my granny. yummy food again! hahaha...

Y some doctors are so irresponsible?

i dun understand y some doctors' attitudes really damn fcuk up esp senior doctors. their responsiblities in caring of their pts & works really sukz.. got a doctor i really detest. she is so irresponsible when seeing pts & she always throws her seniority around. complained these, complained tat. nvr-ending stories by her. i really hate her whenever she came to my clinic for her session. everytimes have to clean her room 1st, sprayed air-refresher 1st, make sure the computor & phone is working, blah, blah, blah.. then she would purposely come late for her clinic most of the times, always makes her pts waiting for her. sometimes she can call us into her room & told us, "Agnes, the following pt on my list, i dun wish to see. can u ask another doctor to see?"

i really feel like stabbing her. wat kind of fcuking doctor she is? she is a doctor(SOMEMORE A SENIOR DOCTOR, OK?) & a doctor's duty is help pts with their illnesses & helping them to recover! then everytime come to her subsizided clinic, she would take MC or watever funny thing she can thinks of, to avoid coming to work. duno y the management so pamper her. always give in to her. fcuk off lah, stupid woman!

today she created problem for us again. her room was actually another room, H4 & the usual clinic room H6 will be occurred by another ang moh consultant. she made a big fuss, saying tat y should she sit in H4 while H6 is the ang moh guy sitting? & she said,"then i might as well dun see the pts since i'm not in tat room?" FINE, juz FCUK off! dun need this kind of irresponsible doctor around! she came late & still making this kind of fussy thing! there was a complain from a pt, she was complaining abt this doctor, abt her behaviors becoz she kicked a fuss in front of the counter abt her room. the pts who waited very long, saw all these scene. i dun even wan to bother abt tat doctor, juz walked off when she making a fuss. DAMN FCUK! she is the worst doctor i ever seen though she is a senior consultant. but SO WAT?! dun act like a queen when ur not, ok?

Silly drunkard who had made me so tired...

didn't blog for past few days coz damn tired & aching all over since sunday nite. attended my bf's friend's wedding dinner at marriot hotel. was very grand. only 3 of his army attended the dinner, duno is didn't come or nvr call them coz our table juz nice 10 guests. my bf said other 5 guests joining together, he duno.. the dinner was nice & food was great. then his friends kept teasing him when getting married. he asked his friends to ask me. ?!?! haiz.. if really i get married, have to wait until 2008 or 2009 loh coz i still studying, only passed out next yr 2007. i dun wan to carry a big stomach to sch leh, very tired leh..

then he kept toasting wif his friends & the bridegroom. he drank until out of his limit. tried to stop him but he said, "ok, im fine. dun worry." his friends also asked whether wan to go pub to see soccer but luckily din go loh. he was extremely drunk, can't even walk properly. his friends also very "gentlman" loh, left without helping me to carry him downstair for the cab. i even tripped over becoz of him. the surrounding pple & the security guard also nvr helped me after seeing this. juz stand there & see. wat a freak.. then i had to call his mom to come down to help me carry him up, half way back to his corridor, he tripped again. then we can't pull him up, in the end used a trolley & pushed him back...

tat nite i dun have a proper nite loh becoz of him. he kept vomitting & tossing ard the bed. kept hitting himself onto the bedside & cupboard. scared tat he hurt himself, i had to use a cushion to prevent him from hitting the sides. then he like dun wan to vomit anot, kept wake up, then sat there for very long before he dropped himself onto the bed. have been doing this until 4+ before i can slp but also slp for abt an hr only. luckily the next day (monday) i applied leave, dun have to work. BUT i have to deliever to CNY goodies down to NSC in the later noon. i went back home ard 10am, left him slping at home. initially its my bf who is helping to carry down but in the end my brother helped me. haiz... i was extremely, extremely tired while distributing the goodies. after everything done, i went down to SIM to settle my application for my retake of my failed module. WAT A HECTRIC DAY FOR ME!! =(

then i have to go back to his home again to get his hp repaired at causeway point. i felt like i going to fall sick loh, whole body aching & restless. i also didn't eat since morning coz no time to eat, rushing for time. then he came & looked for me, he said that i made up stories abt his drunk incident previous nite coz he dun believe that he actually did tat! fine...

today AM, psoriasis clinic. i still dun feel so well, was aching all over my body but can't take MC coz cindy on leave! haiz.. & i still got another 3 BIG & HEAVY bags of goodies to bring to NSC. another hectric day to work. while taking bld tests, my hands were shaking leh & i missed aiming for 3 - 4 pts(which means i have to re-poke them again). worse than falling sick.

after work, went out wif serene to orchard. got sale at CHAOS. 40% off sale! bought 3 clothes at a very cheap price! want to go shop again at CHAOS leh but the outlet at wisma was overcrowded. very hard to look ard at the clothings. hehe, mayb again this thurs? i still havnt shop for my new shoes leh... =)

another website to see my self-mutilation. Cool... =)

had a stupid dream last nite, kana chased by some cops, duno y. then escaped in a car but the speed so damn slow... nearly caught by them. wat a silly dream. hahaha...

had a bad hair day, looks like a lion head when i look myself in the mirror. too curl liao. haha... then while waiting for my dad to come down, surfing net again(as usual).. got this webby again. to see wat form of self-mutilation ur. quite cool & my results true leh! in the past whether i not happy & very depressed, i will do this to myself. now seldom lah unless i fall into depression again?! hehe...
here it goes:-

You are HITTING.
Synopsis: Hitting could pertain to hitting yourself or hitting other (hard) objects to cause bruises or cuts. This can lead to serious injury, including breaking bones. After being angered or mistreated, you probably sit and stew in it for a while before actually injuring yourself.
Positive trait: You accept others for who they are
Negative trait: Low self-esteem
Color: Green
Emotion: Tolerance
Animal: Fox
Quote: Dont try to fix me, Im not broken.


go ahead & try ur's. plz guys, its only for fun, k? =p

Self mutilation Test

highlighted my hair today, becoming an "ah lian" again. haha

today went highlight my hair, copper bronze. initially i wan pinky red but changed my mind. the effect came out not tat obvious leh, mayb after few washings then color will come out bah.. didn't meet him coz tml going to his aunt's place to collect the CNY goodies. need my dad's car to bring everything back to my aunt's house.. then evening gotta attend his friend's wedding. wat a "busy" day tml..

went to a lame website, to see my horoscope, Leo. this horoscope web talks bad abt ur personality. quite interesting leh. here it goes:-

From the early age, Leos are inclined towards drunkennes and extortion. When it comes to anything else, they show a remarkable degree of laziness. As a child, a Leo will typically demand a lot of money from parents, then from friends and even casual aquaintances. (hey, i dun do tat hor!)

His overly developed pride and narcissism can ruin the life of anyone who he has come into even passing contact with, while his gluttony is capable of bankrupting even the deepest set of pockets. Amazingly, even though Leos eat a lot and without stop, they never gain any weight.

They like to have the world revolve around them, which is why they strive to be the best at anything they do. If they are not successful at this, they will languish and lose weight.

A Leo's dominant character traits are usually an unshakable delusion of grandure and an elevated feeling of self-importance.

My Flooble Horoscopes go & check it out ur's! =p

hey, btw tat line of words(bold & italic) true anot? dun make me so happy leh. muahaha....

pampered my feet today, shiok ar?! hehe

today clinic not so bad.. had CMEP lunch talk on pre & post op counselling on day surgery, a very gd presentation by Laila. learnt alot from her but the "counselling nurse" kept saying, "ok, for the sake of the junior nurses..." this sentence had been repeating for at least 3 to 4 times during the talk. wao kaoz.. everytimes having CMEP, he surely interfered with the talk. we were like?! think we duno meh? sometimes we junior nurses know more than him leh... he sometimes also come & asked us the simple question which everybody knows loh... & watever he said is actually repeating & repeating again... is it when u get older, will become like this? i dun wan to be like him leh, he is very "blockhead" leh.. my friends who is reading this & know who i am actually toking abt, plz keep to urself leh.. but i guess u guys will agree with me coz i know, u know & everybody in NSC know abt his characters... haha

PM. i took time off to go back SIM to collect my lecture notes, then saw xiaohui there also... she is doin her 1st night shift today so after collection, she had to go back home slp before working... i took mine & i read it during the mrt.. going to bugis for my pedicure. wao laoz, my next module on patho A is so CHIM leh... went through all the pages & it was like reading the Dr's notes leh! got to finish the worksheets also, carried 15 marks leh, to be submitted on the 1st day of sch. i think i better go work on it fast or can ask my Dr for help?! hehe.. dun tell anybody, k? =p

reached bugis ard 5pm, my pedicure appt is at 6pm. so i went shopping ard 1st.. my pedicure was done at PINC, recommended by my friend coz her sis works there but no discount. haiz... very shioking esp when my feet were being scrubbed. see all the dead skin coming off my feet. then got my toenails painted orange. duno y i choose this color but overrall not bad lah.. think go home i would put some nail arts on it coz looks abit plain leh.. now blogging at coffee bean coz my brother surely occupied the computor. though i got my own laptop but can't surf at home coz no network. i'm using starhub network at the coffeebean to get online.. hehe

a VERY bad new for me after i reached home.. received a letter from SIM. i failed my legal perspectives papers. arghh... feel like crying & angry abt myself. have to retake the course & there is no sub-papers leh. so sad... then my classes for the repeated course is being arranged together with charlene & sandra & that is during mid of April. duno can join them anot leh coz my HMDP for wound attachment from april to june at canada still pending for approval. i really very sad leh tat i failed my subject. have to pay another $600-$700 for the repeat classes. sobsob.. =(

Working together with difficult & irritating colleagues can really kill u!!!

Today wound clinic again & another busy day had finally passed. pts loads wasn't tat bad but my Dr Mark very "hardworking" loh.. Knowing that wound clinic usually VERY busy & yet he wants some biopsy procedures to be done stat.. wao kaoz.. bei tahan him although he is a nice Dr but sometimes he have to see whether we got enough staffs to cover the clinic loh. haiz.. Dr mark even mentioned that he likes our new procedure room very much. Oh god, is he giving us some hints? Better make some preparations before he starts anything funny... haha...

PM, Drug provocation & pediatric clinic. I'm working like mad again. I'm all alone to deal with the treatments loh. Cindy had to sit in with the ang moh consultant coz our NSC queen not here today. & tat ang moh not familiar with our paperless system. Then the best thing was he continuously sent me 3 prick tests! All young kiddies & somemore 1 of the pts is only 7 mths old! I had "great" time doing all my prick testing. To make my work more hectic, I got another few pts for drug provocation tests at the same time! I was like a mad woman, running here & there, doing all the procedures. Nobody came & helped me! I also didn't go for my tea break & I got evening clinic also! No rest or a break for a slip of water from 1pm to 7pm! Superhuman leh..

Evening clinic, so far so gd. pts not tat much also. But HIM again! AGAIN & AGAIN!!! He selected pts to do the treatments! wao kaoz.. He picked those wif simple & easy treatments. Wad a fcuking freak! Pardon me for saying tat but I really can't stand him le! There was 1 pt who is his friend & he came over & told me to do tis pt coz she is his friend's friend. He said he dun feel like doing her case. I was like?!?! Hey, no matter who the pt is, u still have to work, rite? dun tell me if every pts u dun wish to do & push to us to do, then u get ur salary for wat? haiz.. so when I'm cleaning the pt's wound(his friend whom he asked me to pick the case to do..), asked me whether is it him who ask me to do the dressing for her. To prevent any mis-understanding, I replied her, "I happen to pick ur case up." (yah, like if its the truth...) I also got pts whom I really, really detest but yet still I have to face them coz bo pian! If nobody do, then who else will do? aiyo, my head is goin to burnt soon!!!

got a new temp staff, mid-thirties lady came today. I heard frm my friends she is a senior staff & she is also a friend of my sis-in-charge in OT department. Initially I tout she is quite ok to get along wif (we were having tea, chit-chatting together in the AM) but during lunch, I heard a lot of feedbacks from my friends when they working in F/G clinic. They said she is very "yaya", like she knows everything.

I mean come on! Everyone working here in NSC, is for the sake of the pts, not to show off who is more clever or who is more senior?! plz lah, show some respect for those WHO WORK LONGER THAN U URSELF. UR JUZ A NEWCOMER, ok? DUN fcuking act like u know everything here which u know nuts abt it, ok? In front of our pts & Drs, dun do "extra & stupid things". We know our work flows MORE BETTER than u do. If we not sure of anything, of coz we will ask u(I'm referring to the NEWCOMER)loh. This is how we share knowledge among each other& work together in harmony... not throwing ur status of seniority around. So wat if u know our sis-in-charge or u have years of experiences? ur new here in NSC & u have to learn from us even though ur a senior staff from outside. If u show us respect, definitely we will respect u. I know my this gp of friends(also my colleagues), they are nice to work with. If u get along well with them, working with them, can be very fun. Though I'm working in a different clinic but once awhile I go over & help them when their clinic is busy...

today is the worst psoriasis clinic i ever had!

dragged myself to work again.. didn't expect that today the clinic would be so messy like a mad house..

AM, psoriasis clinic. i was quite superstitious whenever i looked at the chinese lunar calendar or horoscopes tat foresee the future. then today, btn 7 to 9am, was actually "xiong" which mean not very gd. so i mentally get myself prepared to work for tat superstitious "hours". But little did i expect, everything went so terrible! my clinic was actually like a mad house, wif LOADS (i mean REALLY LOADS) of patients for treatments! Kaoz.. doing the bld tests for non-stop! my patient quene list keep having patients coming in for treatments! & its not for tat 2 hours only loh, itwas damn busy until my lunch time! tat 4 hrs of madness was like a torture to me leh! then a few pts really irritated me. feel like killing them! arghhh...

the stupid computor system also created prob. got strucked wif a pt's proflie. the database kept showing error & the bill showed $400!!! wao kaoz, it should be less $100 but reflected more than $400. if i am the pt, i can faint leh... haiz...

THEN HIM AGAIN!!!y everytimes HIM, HIM, HIM!!!people working there like hell & he kept getting into my way, interferring my treatments! WTF?! i'm already very hot wif my workloads liao & there he keep moving here & there, disturbing my work flow! feel like killing him!! arghhh... then got 1 HIV bld test to do, i passed to him becoz its a male pt. not nice for me to do counselling for male pts as we need to ask abt the history of the sexual intercourse for contact tracing if result come back positive.. he finished the counselling & proceed on wif the bld test for the pt. he can't manage to the bld test & he poked the pt twice coz pt's vein quite difficult. in the end asked me to do for him. before doing, he kept asking me to wear gloves coz HIV mah.. okok i know, i'm a nurse also.. before i did the test, he said he got another counselling to do, then he went off... THEN u know wat i saw? A SYRINGE WITH BLOOD STAINED ON ITlying on the table!!! he left it there after the 2nd attempt! OMFG!!!come on, as a senior staff, he should know better than me loh! SOMEMORE ITS A HIV CASE leh!!! gosh... driving me mad soon...

PM, infective clinic. after all the shitty works in the morning, finally afternoon liao. tues PM usually very light, not much of people unless our NSC queen came & cover the pediatric clinic. again, duno y?! alot of prob too! Dr Lim sent me 1 for patch testing studies & during tat time, got 2 NC pts to deal with!! luckily sis lim was around to settle it. today is an unfortunate day, more like friday, the 13th!

i dun really wan to tok bad abt people but sometimes the way they do things or the way they speak, is very irritating & stupid, can really make my blood boils!! i know i myself also have few weaknesses & bad points but as least after the mistake made, i try to learn from it. & i DUN like people so directly say abt my characters. being my friends, if u wan to comment abt my characters or attitudes, plz let me know nicely so tat i know how to amend. BUT PLZ DUN SAY IT UNTIL TOO CARRIED AWAY, OK? it hurts me & u might not know it but in my heart, i will hate u even though if ur my close friend...

Y have to make me feel this way?

today my mood was ok but blue.. morning working at F/G clinc was fine but was called back to H clinic later noon. my colleague, Milket, having medical check-up so Cindy had to cover C clinic while i covered H clinic.

i was fine actually, until i saw one of my friend's website. felt depressed & upset after reading the datas, duno y. the feelings is like friends avoiding u, this kind of treatments. not going to say who but if u dun feel like meeting up, then pls dun make up any excuses to avoid me, can? pls juz voice out, k?

then after my all emotional thingy, this friend msg me. i was like?! well, i didn't ask anything, juz act as normal replied back the msg. haiz... y have to make me so upset?

very tired & now having headache... think so much this kind of things can really suffocate myself. i admit, I am very emotional affected by problems, even small problems but i usually keep to myself. unless i can't stand it, i will then voice out to someone but usually no...

3 friends' birthday this week - ytd, today & tml...

Had a lame dream last nite, quite scary also. Dreamt of an insect went beneath my skin, painful & eerie. then got startled from my slp. eeekkk... y got this kind of stupid dream?! wat a freak..

Was 10am in the morning when I woke up from my silly dream. He was still slping, think he played my laptop last nite coz I woke up & saw him playing game with it. duno he got read my blog anot.. anyway cleaned myself before out to buy lunch for him.. he said tat I very long time didn’t buy breakfast or lunch for him. Men...

Later noon, need to go out with my parents so after lunch I told him I got to go back. he likes not happy, kept refusing me to go. haiz...

Today another friend’s birthday, Shujuan. She is my sec sch friend so sms her to wish her. she replied back, saying that she is surprised to receive my msg. well, she should coz I so long nvr seen her & nvr really meet her up. Only occasionally we met each other by chance at our void deck. she is living at the same block with my aunt so sometimes will bump into each other.

I would be surprised too if ever got a friend sms me to wish me even though we are not tat close.. Tml another friend’s birthday, Serene, my new colleague at NSC.. she jio me ytd for clubbing at MOS but can’t go coz went Chinatown wif him & his mom mah.. she will be on leave tml also so I will be covering F/G clinic tml whole day. Haiz... Monday’s blue again..

changed my blog skin.. =)

Changed the layout of my blog skin, find it quite cool & nice. I like it very much. =)

Today is Charlene’s birthday so sms her a cute picture msg, showing a small cute panties. haha..

Think my computer down again. Cannot be switched on but it was ok when I was using it in the early morning. Then when my brother came back, I restarted the computer & let him used. But duno y leh, the computer kept restart over & over again.. Is it me who caused it spoiled? Shit... anyway my computer is already down with virus, its time to re-format the computer. AGAIN...

Noon. Went to his place 1st, then went Chinatown wif him & his mom. Sky was dark & slight drizzling. Tout going to rain again but luckily din rain. haha.. we had our dinner 1st at the new hawker centre. There was loads of pple, no table to sit but still managed to find a place to eat. but the place was kinda dirty & unorganised though newly opened few days ago.. dun like the cleaner aunty, she duno how to clear the dishes..

There he goes again.. Sometimes really can’t stand him.. Always nagged at my ear, saying "get used to it liao, everytime come out, I'm always the one paying for everything.." in my heart, I said, "hello?! I paid for the taxi fare & I din say much & u should be paying for the food coz ur the son & the bf loh.. Wat's the problem?" we also not eating in an expensive restaurant ar?! Haiz...

Chinatown was packed with loads of pple coz of the coming CNY.. Can feel the festive mood, so nice & again, he nagged at my ear.. "Shouldn't have come here to walk, so many pple! Duno y u all like to come here during this period?!" But tat should be the way mah to enjoy the festive mood! Think next time, got any festive coming or shopping, I dun ask him along liao. it's like a bee buzzing around me..

On the way back, he checked my hp AGAIN.. Asking who’s this & who’s tat? So annoying. Y can’t I have some privacy? Haiz...

Blogging in my laptop at his place so cannot let him see.. Wait quarrel again.. When is he going to grow up huh? Sianz..

i like nursing... hehe

everyday morning before work, i would drag myself to work coz very tiring & sianz leh... everyday the same routine, slp, work, eat work, slp... but duno y leh, sometimes i love my job esp when my patients appreciated my service to them... it really makes me smile.. =)

morning bul/coll clinic was ok till i attend to an elderly pt. he very poor thing. blisters all over his rt back until buttocks.. then the gauzes were sticking to his skin, very hard for me to take out to do the dressing... the nursing home staffs shouldn't have covered his raw skin wif gauzes but can't blame them also.. but i really pitied this elderly. his relatives said that he seldom tok to them when toking to him. but today when doing his dressing, he said a few times, "heng tong.." which means very painful.. i felt very aching for him... then i saw another wound which is behind his knee cap. i was shocked to see that wound coz u could actually see his tendons!!! gosh... intially i tout it was bone, but carefully look at it, its his tendons!! & they only put thin layer of gauze there. wao kaoz.. i felt sad for this uncle. i can't do anything to it, Dr also noted.. so all i can do, is to put more paddings to prevent the friction when he sits on the wheelchair..

F/G clinic, phonnia called me. another pt for dressing. a late twenties gal with extensive sloughy ulcer over her lt shin... again i did the dressing for this pt, quite poor thing. she said had this ulcer for 6 yrs.. y nowadays so many pts having chronic ulcers? i really hope my approval for wound attachment at canada approve asap so tat i know how to deal wif all these chronic wounds. helps all these poor pts ease their sufferings...

PM, contact clinic. though quite busy but i had a great time working on my patch testings for my pts.. a few pts i even joked with them which really made my day! =) asked a few of them to write feedback form for me, they are really nice.. then HIM again! aiyo, sometimes really dun wan his help leh.. ya, he tryin to be helpful but "yuen pang yuen man" leh.. he got his own room, dun wan to use & he used mine instead!!! wtf! jammed up my quene there. arrgghhh... soon or later, i will go crazy becoz of HIM!! give me a break, man!!!

rain, rain...

rain, rain, go away... come again another day...

still raining the whole day long... very freezing cold leh, even after i switched off the air-con... tout today clinic will be light but little did i expect, LONG quene on my list!!! wao lau, 1st time during thurs morning, my clinic like mad house! wat kaoz... then my tat blur senior staff... wau lao, cannot tahan him leh... feel like scolding him but he senior.. haiz so i juz kept quiet & endure it..

give me a break, man...

Freezing cold these few days...

today evening clinic got 12 doctors which means more treatments & procedures to work through the evening!! dotz... will hav to work like hell again... but i still managed to knock off ard 7.30pm though i got OT for that 30 min... =)

heavy rain now again while blogging. feel so cold... wondering how's the army side? if raining, do the regulars & men still have to carry on wif their trainings? i hope they should not, wait my hubby & all my dear friends in NS fall sick, how? hope army not so strict esp during this kind cold & freezing weathers. can easily make ppel sick..

so when can my turn to get a MC, then can escape from work? hahaha....

slp...

today public holiday so no work... but tml WOUND CLINIC!!! shit!!! have to work like hell again!!! gosh... y PH dun fall on wed huh? then can escape the wound clinic.. haiz... somemore someone came & had stayed with me at least 5-6 days which made me even more distressed & aching... freak.. today slp the whole day at his home, really like a pig, weather also cold to slp mah.. haha... oink! oink!! =p

tout of going to his aunt's place to help making the new yr goodies coz heard from my bf's mom, aunt dolly not free to go down help out, summore they received alot of orders & CNY another less than 2 weeks times.. well, let see how bah...

get scolding for nothing...

today very cold, heard from radio, its 22 to 26 degree cold... wow, so low..thsi morning my clinic was light.. but today alot of NC(NC means nasty customers) patients.. dun y all come together today. damn "lucky" & i got scolded by a fcuking lady which i dun even know wat happened in the 1st place! wrongly accussed & got scolding for nothing.. wtf...

1 regular patient of my photo clinic, dun really know him well, its the my colleagues who know his fcuking attitudes everytimes he came NSC.. he is on shining therapy, had to come few times every week for his treatments. & today actually he is for review to see Dr but he dun wan coz he doesn't wan to pay for the consultation charges, juz wan to do his shining treatments. he is very demanding. juz wan to do the shining therapy without review coz he knows that everytimes see is the same things the Dr going to say.. but i mean at least every 3-4 mths, let the Dr assess the skin condition so tat the Dr can record the progress mah.. he demanded to carry on the treatments even after more than 6 mths without seeing the Dr.. wat a freaking guy..

another lady, ard 20+. she came into my room, saying Dr got a test for her. i helped her to look & its a scraping lab test(not by me, by lab technican) so i brought her over to F/G clinic & tat was ard 1150 already.. then she asked me, how abt her treatment at level 3 coz she said someone told her there won't be anyone ard during the lunchtime. so i assured her that she can still go C clinic for treatment. but to play safe, i went back ask my colleague & she said during lunchtime might not be any staff running the treatment room. so i went over again & told the lady abt the situation. then she yelled at me, saying that our service & our attitudes suks. actually before seeing Dr tat time, she asked the counter staff wat time the treatment room at C clinic closed for lunch. & she claimed tat the staff replied her rudely. she said that the staff told her, "our clinic opens until 5pm everyday & the machines upstair won't run away!" i did not know who told her tat but i'm angry wif this fcuking lady becoz she yelled at me in front of everyone at the clinic, making me so embarrassed!!

then duno where my courage come from, i actually said to her, "ok fine, Miss, I'm trying my best to help u but could u stop raising ur voice at me here coz i'm not the one who told u this & i duno even know wat happen?! scold me also no point!" then she kept quiet.. soon my colleague came to do the test for her & i called up to C clinic abt this pt. but my C clinic colleague said juz sent her up after the Dr's review. great... wat a day for me... got scolding for nothing when i duno wat happened in the 1st place... wtf... think next time, i muz be firm when encounter this kind of pts.. im always very timid when dealing wif NC pts, i usually leave it to my sis in charge. i am surprised tat i actually said tat to the impatient lady... haha... surprise, surprise...

raining

these few days kept raining on & off... made my mood so dull, so cold & so blue... haiz... guess chinese new yr tat few days, will be raining too... feel so cold now...

finally! friday liao, got 2 days of rest & fun! so happy... hehe...
last nite went chinatown wif my aunt, then last min he called me, said he booked out. asking me whether wan watch movie anot so we watched the "A chinese tall story". Before meeting him, its been raining & my mood was like dull & blue... duno leh... the show was very funny but abit silly & lame... animation was gd too...
the nite before i had a strange dream which startled me from my slp.. duno wat it means & the prob is y i dreamt of him? i dreamt that his status changed & my heart sank. tat was the moment when i woke up suddenly.. its only 5.18am, i remember.. Y a dream of him & wat does it means? i am a freak...

1st day of 2006

wau lao.. 1st day working for 2006, NSC was like hell, man.. morning loads of pts for bld tests coz psoriasis clinic.. many of them were on medicines, have to do bld takings... then ard 11+, i opened up F/G clinic, treatment room screen.. their was much more worse than mine loh... can scrolled down the bar somemore... so i offered to go over help, since my side is light liao...
afternoon, sis lim asked me to go up A/B clinic to help out coz 2 staffs on leave & another 2 on MC... WAU LAO... i should have taken MC also loh... haha...
then the worst part came. our NSC server went DOWN!!! WTF!!! everythings were delayed & unable to assess!!! luckily my treatment room not so many pts but still when pts came, we dun even know wat treatments they are on!!! keep log off & log in the system.. so shitty... then i opened up F/G clinic, treatment room screen again.. WAO KAOZ!!! their quene list really like hundreds of pts waiting for treatments loh! & its already coming 5, our knock off time liao.. haiz... ok loh, i offered to go down again & helped out since my side also nearly cleared.. worked until 6 then can go off.. haiz... wat a day in NSC for the start of 2006... haha..

happy new year!!!

Hey, guys! happy new yr to U!!!
Year 2005 finally had ended & the start of 2006 come!!! went to suntec countdown & enjoyed the fireworks... damn nice & beautiful!!! went my bf & his friends & after 12am, when 2006 came, the network damn jammed loh... sms also cannot, call also cannot... haha... only until nearly 2am, everytihing back to normal... haha...
then from suntec, we slowly walked to orchard to catch a movie.. 3+am in orchard & still see alot pple & cars along the roads of orchard.. we went cineleisure to watch wallace & gromit movie, the curse of the were-rabbit at 4.15am. damn stupid but fun & nice loh... i like the dog, gromit.. he is so cute & intelligent!!! after the show, we took MRT back ard 6+... stil got alot pple... duno its working pple or those pple who stayed out fot countdown, going back now... haha...
slept until 4+pm now, then woke up... haha... anyway me kinda of hungry now, need to eat now. signed off here...