Thursday, January 17, 2008

2 days MC

my old sickness came back again & its has been ages since i last suffered from it. pain over my rt abdomen caused me so much problems... went for ultrasound in 2003 but nothing was detected. haiz... weird body of mine. felt the sharp pain again when i woke up from my slp ytd, still dragged myself to work, thinking it will be gone after awhile. but it stayed on for the whole morning... seen my clinic doctor & was given 2 days MC! waoz... i tout normally 1 day MC coz nothing serious. hehe... anyway take it as a break from the dreadful hell workplace...

actually i tout of going back to work today coz i promised a pt's mum of mine tat i try to attend to her for treatment. she is a poor thing, only 13 yrs old & suffers from the cousin of psoriasis, ezcema. a skin condition which is so irritating & often being despises by the public. i pitied her coz her mum said tat she becomes very isolated ever since she suffered from this condition few years back. she dun even allows her mum to touch her skin. most of the pts suffer from depression becoz of the skin conditions they had. they lose their self-esteem & often become anti-social. at times i do not know how to help them coz its really hard to enter their world & talk into them to be more positive in life. haiz... recently i got another friend who also confided in me. he was actually my patient last time & now we become friends. occassionally we meet up for meals & shopping. all i did, was being his listening ear & gave him a few advices. i can't do much too coz i'm not certified counsellor... anyway hopefully he is coping well now & becomes more cheerful. =)

i felt better now though the pain is still mild & its like going on & off... i was really bored at home & i surf facebook until i think my friends will give me a nick soon ~~~ Facebook Queen. muahaha... spent few hours in my ac & my blockhead's ac. think his friends are going to bash him up soon. =p

too bored so i experiment with this....


& on him too!


OMG, Jay Chou~!!! muahaha... =p

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

i wan a baby!!!!

visited my polymate, Sara's new born baby, Caleb Teo. So adorable & felt so touched... feel like having one too. heehee... another mummy friend again & one more coming up end of this mth - Li Jin's baby boy. waoz kaoz... everyone seem to tempt me into getting married & having baby... i think i am too crazy over it liao... =p
1 day old, Caleb Teo Jing An
It was a blessing that both of them are all rite coz there were last min critical situations during delivery. Sara's pubic bone was too small for Caleb & Caleb's heart beats dropped while he was trying to come out. So in the end, she went for last min cesarean.

In my heart, all mothers are the greatest creatues in the whole world. imagine all the sufferings our mothers went through. so i always respect my mother even though i'm more closer to my dad & aunt. actually my mom don't really appprove my relationship with him. she is abit conservative cos she dun like guys younger than me. blockhead is 2 yrs younger than me, same age as my brother & i understand how she feels. we went through alot of hardships before i finally got my mom's blessings. there was a few times we nearly broke up becoz of my mom. nevertheless i hope everything will be fine & both my mom's & my blockhead's relationship stay strong together. =)

Not forgetting my daddy & my aunt too! my aunt is actually like a second mother to me coz she took care of me & my brother since very young. she is a hardworking person & still taking care of my loving granny who is almost a hundred yrs old now. she has a daughter who is 2 yrs older than me but to me, this cousin of mine is juz an useless bitch. pardon me for using tat word but all the stuffs she did to her own mother was juz too unfilial & she don't even feel ashamed of herself after all the lectures! wat a fucking bitch... dun understand y my aunt deserves this kind of daughter...

Haiz... enough of all those craps... i juz hope my family stay healthy & happy....

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Happy New Year!

2007 had ended with loads of wonderful memories & of coz, loads of unhappiness. Need to reflect everything again. today 1st day of 2008, i will be spendin my day at home, facing my laptop blogging on my resolutions for 2008. Let me reflect back wat i planned for my resolutions for 2007?

1. Get my nursing degree cert
~ Will be getting my cert during Sept 08! =D

2. Enrol myself to driving school
~ Yes, i finally got a date to start! hehe...

3. A holiday trip to taiwan, hong kong, japan or bangkok
~ Only went Taiwan & I want more! =)

4. More hardworking when come to my sch works or any courses.
~ This shall always remain coz i know i nvr get to change...

5. Get a new pair of shoes
~ Actually 1 pair is always not enough. hehe... =p

6. A new big & durable bag to hold my heavy barangs.
~ Bought a few bags & recently got another bag from Santoville! hehe...

7. Learn Thai or Japanese languages.
~ Lose interest in these le... -_-"

8. Lose some weight & maintain at 46 to 48kg!!!
~ Chinese New Year is coming & its time to gain wt again liao!

9. Save! Save!! Save!!! some personal debts to clear up too.
~ Now my focus is SAVE up for my big day!!! Don't ask when! =p

10. Fulfill the building of my personal saving fund! ~ Always on going! =)


And now My Resolutions for 2008!
  1. Applying for Master in Nursing Education, July 08 Intake. (thinking whether to further or not?)
  2. Holiday trips again! Hong Kong, Japan, Korea & Taiwan again! =p
  3. Save up more & prepare the big day to come! =)
  4. Look for a new flat as our loving bird nest!
  5. Stay healthy. I want everyone e in my family & his family stay healthy & happy always!
  6. Look for a better job outside. Get the hell out of the current workplace! (but actually i very indecisive whether to stay or leave!)
  7. More money for shopping expenses! Muahaha...
Can't think of anything else liao... Anyway life still have to go on no matter wat happen. Before i pen off this entry, i got tagged by Randie quite sometimes back. Here i go...

~Learn Some Facts of Agnes Chong~

[On the Outside]
Name : Agnes Chong
Birth Date : 21st August 198*. Hehe...
Current Status : Attached to a nerdy blockhead =p
Eye Color : Black
Hair Color : Black
Righty or Lefty : The common Righty

[On the Inside]
Your Heritage : Chinese, long way from China. =p
Your Fear : Losing my loved ones & my favourite stuffs
Your Weakness : Soft-hearted, easily give in, tats y people always take advantage of me. =(
Your Perfect Pizza : With loads of hams/bacons & cheeze! Yummy!

[Yesterday , Today , Tomorrow]
Your First Thought This Morning : 1st day of 2008 & i'm slacking at home?! haiz...
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime : Hope i'm not loaded with loads of pts next day... -_-"
Your Most Missed Memories : During my teenager period & when with my blockhead.

[Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke : I prefer Pepsi actually...
MacDonald's or Burger King : Macdonald's Fries are nice but Burger King's burgers not bad too...
Single or Group Dates : Single is better. hehe...
Adidas or Nike : I like Nike.
Tea or Nestea : Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate is sweeter. =)
Cappuccino or Coffee : Coffee!

[Do You...]
Smoke : Well, once in a blue moon.
Curse : Most of the times so dun irritate me! =p
Take showers : Refreshing! Love it! =)
Have a crush : Not anymore. I'm attached to a nerdy blockhead, only crush on him.
Think you are in love : Yap! =)
Go to school : Wish to further studies but no $$$. Lets see how.
Want to get married : YES! I want my own house, my own 2 loving kids, my own adorable doggie & live happily with him.. =D
Believe in yourself : Sometimes
Think you are a health freak : Hmmm, don't think so.

[In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol : Yup. At his place & xmas gathering with my taka friends
Gone to the mall : Of coz, i love shopping!
Been on stage : Not at the moment & i hope no more!
Eaten sushi : Think Sakae Sushi. Tats my fav!
Dyed your hair : Long time nvr dye liao...
Highlighted : Never highlight before. Hair already very damaged...

[Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game : Yap, with him only... haha
Changed who you were to fit in : Tried but abit lazy leh...

[Age]
You are hoping to be married at the age of : 27~29? I wan to have kids before 30!

[In a Guy]
Best Eye Color : Hmmm, hazel brown or blue.
Best Hair Color : Brownish black bah...
Short Hair or Long Hair : Depending on the figures of the guy.

[What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago : Doing this questionaire
1 Hour Ago : Half watching drama show, "斗牛要不要" & half doing this questionaire
4.5 Hours Ago : Still dreaming in my slp. =)
1 Month Ago : Let me think. Its a Monday, 1st of Dec. I juz came back from my ballot leave. Back to hell to work!
1 Year Ago : 1st day of 2007, i think i was spending my time with at his place.

[Finish the Sentence]
I Love : my family (except my fu*king bitch cousin), him, his family, my friends & Timmy! =)
I Feel : unsatisfied with my current life. Wish time can be reversed back. Haiz...
I Hate : unreasonable people, backstabbers, bitches & nasty pts!!!
I Hide : from insurance show roads.
I Need : LOADS of $$$!

The next 5 victims :
Kei
Mingyan
Weiting
Qianyan
Jane

Sorry guys, anyway have fun filling up! =p