its friday again!!! =D

doing evening clinic today, as OT to replace serene coz she is on leave. recently keep doing OT for evening clinic. i need more $$$! hehe... then i already book sharon's evening clinic when she is away for her 3 mths maternity leave during june. hehe... duno y leh, last time dun like to do evening clinic but now i keep helping others to do their OT. "for the sake of getting married", tats wat i told my colleagues & actually i was joking. dun take it for words.ok? =p to my nsc colleagues, anyone who's on leave, pls ask me to cover ur OT!!! muahaha...

was surfing net, then i found this. really resemble Timmy leh... very cute =)

A new hp, N6280!!!

totally pissed off by 2 of my senior Drs at my clinic. they very "ma fa" & irritating! kept asking us in & out of their rooms, doing their "works" & kept sending us prick tests & counselling! cindy & me are like mad women, running here & there. i did like one coz my hair was messy after tat, din realised tat until i saw the mirror! haha.. duno how my patients think. so tired after work, luckily no evening for me today. hehe...

Muahaha!!! anyway i am so happy today coz got myself a new hp! in love wif it at 1st sight! though i felt gulity towards my old hp, N6600 coz being with me for more than 2 yrs.

Bye, my old N6600 & welcome to my life, my dear N6280. & hey, now then i realized i only buy nokia tat is 6 series. my very 1st hp, N6110 but stolen by an idiot jerk. also have another old N6510, still keeping with me, coz memorable. hehehe... Muackz!!! =p

Lost And Found!!! =)

Yeah! the policeman called up this morning at 0845, asking me to go bishan NPC to retrieve my lost hp! i was quite relieved but i went back to slp again. woke up only at 1100. duno y leh, i wasn't as anxious as the 1st time i lost my 1st hp. mayb becoz i need to change a new hp, tats y i not so concerned. hehe...

reached bishan interchange. actually i duno which police post to go to. i forgotten to ask & tat policeman also nvr tell me. i called up the no, they called earli but was engaged. so i tried my luck, went to the nearest police station 1st. it was not tat the police post! haiz... luckily bishan only has 2 police post & my tat stupid cousin bragged so loudly, saying that there are 12 police stations in juz 1 small area of bishan. idiot... then made my trip down to another police post. wao kaoz! today damn hot loh & i had to walk quite a distance to another police station located at bishan st 23.

finally retrieved back my hp, so relieved my hp is still in gd shape & still surviving!! but problem now is i need to go to hello shop, re activate my line. haiz, sianz... but i think tat guy who hold my hp, ransack my contacts. my friend, Joann sms me, asking me y i call her. guess tat guy must have seen her pretty face in my hp & took down her no. so i ask her to be careful if any unknown caller call or sms her.

but nevertheless, thanks so much for the kind-hearted guy who passed my lost hp to the police. really thankful i can retrieve back my hp. actaully i not concerned abt my hp, its the chain on my hp i am concerned abt coz tat was a xmas gift from sister lim. quite expensize. if i really lost it, i will feel gulity abt it... but anyway i'm going to chain up my hp & make sure its stick wif me side by side, nvr leave my eye sight!!! muahaha... =)

Lost of my precious hp, N6600.

Damn it, wat a fucking day for me! I dropped my precious hp in the cab when on the way back home. At 1st, i tout it was stolen coz after i reached home, i can't find it. so i kept calling my hp a few times. it gets through a few times but it was cut off by the other person who is holding my hp. So i very sure this fucking bastard who got hold of my hp, have no intention in returning bk the hp to me! In my heart, i kept cursing this guy who took my hp. Then juz now a guy called up my starhub hp. It was from a private number.

Guy: Hello?!

Me: Hello?!

Guy: Ehhh... Is this Agnes?

Me: Yes.

Guy: Ehhh... I found ur hp in the cab i took juz now.

Me: U mean u really found my hp?! (i was damn relieved after hearing this)

Guy: Ya... is it ok tat i pass ur hp to the police & let them contact u?

Me: sure, no prob! which police post u will hand to?!

Guy: I dun know, where u stay?

Me: Whampoa

Guy: well, i think i better pass it to the police & let them contact u then.

Me: Okok, thanks alot!!!

Frankly speaking, i am still suspicious abt this guy. Firstly, when i called my hp, why he didn't ans it? & i actually called alot of times! the 1st 2 calls, it get through but was rejected by this guy. then i called up again & again, my hp was switched off, unable to get through. this is why i assumed tat this guy has the intention of not returning my hp to me! Secondly, during our conversation, he sounded so uncertain & nervous. When i asked which police post he will take it to, he said duno?! then he insisted tat he will hand it to the police post & let them contact me. ok, i take his words. actually i should take down his name & contact no. but the conversation ended so fast. & the number he used to call me is a private no. Another thing is duno how he gets hold of my starhub number coz i put it as "self hp" in my contacts & i asked him how he gets this number. he stammered again & said he found it in the Inbox. i was ?!?! dun remember having this number kept in my inbox unless he is referring the "Log On" menu. Fcuk, now i duno he really will take it to the police station anot. Give myself 3 days if the police still didn't call up, tat means he is a damn fucking bastard! A few words for people who "stole" things which do not even belong to them.

1. Pls watch for the oncoming traffic whenever crossing the road or pathway to prevent getting hit by the bicycle, car, bus, motorcycle & trunk.

2. Walk slowly when outside to prevent tripping even there is nothing on the ground.

3. Chew food slowly when eating to prevent choking to death esp fish meat. So tat u won't get any fish bones, puncturing ur throat & intestines.

4. And last but not least, remember during raining days, walk under the shelter to prevent lightnings from striking at u!!!

May the items (which doesn't belong u & took it without owner's permission!!!) u took, bless u free from AIDS, cancers, SARS & other deadly diseases. Stay "extra" healthy & "be blessed by the god".

I may sound very cruel but tats my way of cursing people who stole thingys from me & treating me very badly... so ever try to provoke to me!!!

Bored & Annoyed!!!

You Are 48% Abnormal

You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Sharon's wedding.

At last, sharon finally taken by a big bear, Aston Khoo, losing her singlehood to him. haha... seeing her getting settled down, really felt happy for her. & Aston, dun ever bully sharon, we sisters will not let u off!! Last but not least, Hope they be loving always & of coz "zhao sheng gui zi"!!! haha...










the day before sharon's wedding, charlene & me slept over at sharon's place coz we r her sisters for tat day. another 2 sisters will come in the morning. we stayed quite late coz prepared some stuffs to sabo her soon-to-be hubby before he comes in to fetch her the next morning. then we had a love declaration for Aston to read out to Sharon but i can tell u tat this declarartion only last for tat few hrs coz he already broke 1 of the rules we stated in there within tat day! Haiz..


the next morning (ytd) we woke up quite earli, i was still my dreamland leh. struggling to get up, got a spinning head again. then when all the sisters gathered, we came up a nice breakfast for the bridegroom.



we had a fun time disturbing the bridegroom & his brothers but they all very "qing cai" leh, everything went on so smoothly easy, then sharon's mother dun wan delay the time so we reluctantly let them come in. or else they will suffer more leh! haha...

after all the tea serving at both their parents' side, we headed down to the function room at jurong to witness their exchange of marriage vows. the day went very smoothly & everyone were enjoying theirselves.










& i was so tired after the whole day, dropped dead on my bed the moments i reached home at 5pm ytd. & guess wat time woke up? 10am today!! haha... tml bk to work again. haiz...

PISSED OFF....

very pissed off by some of my colleagues' attitudes. very irresponsible & .... duno how to say. haiz... really feel like commenting on their atittudes but working together, not nice leh... everyday see each other. well, "open one eye, close one eye" bah BUT dun try to provoke me or else i really bite u!!!

today's his birthday, bought a cake from Angie the Choice. See?! I treat him so gd! the cake so XXX!!! hehe... the night we juz stayed at home & had dinner coz his mom cooking for us so not nice to eat out. tats my initial plan. anyway celebrated wif his family mah. than after the dinner, they played mahjong until quite late before cutting the cake. i felt slpy coz this whole wk very busy leh...

I am half dead now...

feeling very tired, nausea, dizzy, etc... y? bcoz of last nite! went to attend kesper's bday party, he held it at his workplace, Thumperland. last min grabbed his bday gift at far east & was supposed to meet weiting at 8 but she came at 9+! haiz...

actually before going kes's party, i felt like very "unwanted" due to some situations tat happened recently. think i should keep to myself in the future & very very low profile since i am treated like an "outcast"...

then reached thumperland, not much pple yet coz its only 10+ when we went in. among his taka friends, only weiting, alan & me came. jason last min back up coz he claimed he is tired. 3 of us played the guessing games & ended up i lost the most & of coz end up drinking alot. hahaha... becoz of everyone's request, kesper sang for us on the stage. whoa! cool & nice! soon we had the cake cutting ceremony & poor kesper.. been sabotaged to drink 2 waterfalls. confirmed can make him drop ar!

we left at abt 1230 & i really cannot make it. puked at the side of the bus stop. then puked again in the cab. think uncle dun even know i puked in his car but luckily didn't dirty his car coz most of the gross vomit got onto my jeans! Yuckz!!! faster shower & dropped dead on my bed after i got home.

today morning woke up with a spinning head & i still puked after i woke up. aiyo, really cannot stand myself... somemore i have to work in A clinic but luckily the workload is ok. today i was like a living zombie coz kept feeling nausea, giddy & tired the whole day. tonite muz slp earli to replace my loss. this wk i'm really packed with alot stuffs. wed nite to devils' bar to club wif huifang, thurs is his birthday & fri have to slp over at sharon's place coz i'm 1 of the sisters & her wedding the next day!!! this week confirmed can make me lose some wt leh!!! Muahaha...

can't slp last nite...

as usual, doing nothing at home. only until evening then i got programme. will be attending a wedding dinner wif my aunt. now rot myself again at home. can't imagine how much to the extent me myself had already decomposed to?! Muahaha...

last nite, woke up in a sudden. forgot wat dream i had. but when i tried to get bk to slp, it seem so hard. i tossed around in my bed for almost 1 hr before going into my dreamland. wats happening?!?! haiz... tml is another day i have to rot again. only get to meet up my parents in late noon. give me some excitement, pls? haha...

Airport again?!

After hanging around in the airport, I decided to go down orchard & look for huifang. She told me tat she is quitting her current job & found a job at AIRPORT (again?!?!). Arghhh... y everything related to the airport huh? Purposely out to spite me ar? Haiz...

Kasper msg me, saying tat he will be holding his birthday party at Thumperland this coming Monday nite. I’m fine wif it but provided tat someone I know is going wif me. Wei ting is going so I will juz wait for the fun to come! Gonna have as much as fun I can have since HE IS NOT AROUND in Singapore these few days! Dun say I purposely go hang around & have fun, its juz tat I should enjoy to the fullest myself!

Blogging for long & its only 6.15pm! Still have to rot myself until 7pm! Oh god... my friend can't meet me earlier coz she is working. I am a decomposed body now. Muahaha...

there he went, having fun at taiwan himself..

Finally there he goes, off flying to Taiwan to meet up his mistress alone. He will be back only next Tuesday. Shouldn’t have used this word "mistress", I should have said his "very best buddy".

The moments he stepped into the boarding gate, duno y, tears started flowing out of my eyes. Honestly I wasn't sad bcoz he is leaving. Or not becoz I can't meet him for the next few days, I was juz abit disappointed in him. The moment we took the bus, he started to behave so childish. Since morning, he was excited abt his very first trip ALONE. Kept buzzing ard my ears, not sensing tat I was actually still mad at him for not asking me along for the trip.

Upon check in, he told me that his another hp which is left in his baggage, is not switched off & his baggage was already being sent in for check in. I asked him go & check with the staffs whether can get back his bag to switch off the hp. But he said nvm coz nobody would actually call tat line. But still there would be radiation ard & it's not safe! Then I forced him to check again with the staffs, he threw his temper & walked back to the counter. I was angry at him coz I was only concerned abt him, not tat I am nagging at him or wat! When he checked with the staffs, the staffs said its ok. Then he turned to me & said, "Happy now?!" Ok, fine. Pretend I had nvr ask anything! But I still hope nothing will happen.

Still got half of the day to go & I am all alone in the airport blogging. Felt stupid & emptied. Duno where to go & wat to do. Dun feel like going home so earli coz will be meeting my friend to collect my supplements but our appt time is 7pm! Its only 1.15pm now. Gotta think of a place to rot myself...

Actually I was partly upset becoz of my hmdp again. The place here reminded that I might be here again IF my hmdp is approved. But now tat its disapproved. I still wondering y its not approved by the headquarters. & I think I am affected by the disapproval. I went round asking all my nursing friends any ideas whether there will be a wound course going on coz I feel like attending it. Duno y... Think my depression starts again. haiz..

Really disappointed...

was really disappointed today after sis lim told me my hmdp to canada was not approved. my heart really really sank. i was hoping to go for the wound course coz its really a gd opportunity to have the attachment overseas. & its Dr Mark who recommended it but i really dun understand y headquarters dun approve it.

then i met Alice Chew, HR manager. she told me tat the reason given was actually this kind of wound attachment can get it locally in singapore, dun have to spend so much money. wat kind of silly reason is this? i waited for the approval since last yr & this simple answer they gave really shattered my hope. if they dun intend to send someone overseas for wound attachment, then they should juz give the ans straight away! Y have to wait until:-

1.when the date is getting nearer & nearer (they told me its next mth my hmdp starts!!!)

2.when everyone is so happy for me (coz they said its a great opportunity offered to me & i muz grab it!!!)

3.when i am already so excited over it (& i am mentally prepared for it!!!)

then they gave me this kind of reply. i heard from sis lim saying tat this is the 1st time tat the headquarters actually disapprove the hmdp requested by my workplace & intially everyone was so confirmed tat i will be going for the hmdp & now...

today there was a feedback session by my company. most of the feedbacks i gave were negative coz i am not really satisfied with the managements & the treatments they cater for us. more works but less pays & the managements... though i love my job but the ways they manage things, are juz too... & dun say tat i am money-minded. if ur in my shoe, u will understand how i work & how i feel.

felt so upset & moody for the rest of the day. think becoz of the disapproval thingy... alice also did offer me other hmdp on other fields but i only interested in those areas which is related to my dept unless they gonna transfer me to another unit. wtf... i even specially read up on wound related-stuffs. guess all these while, i have been daydreaming...

Back to work today!!!

back to work today, felt so slacked.. like forgotten how to work. haha... but anyway got another 2 days leave this coming thurs & fri. hehe... another long wkend again! BUT without him... ITS OK! i can survive on my own!!! got a wedding dinner to attend this sat & shopping wif my parents on sun! muahahaha...

last nite, had dinner wif his family. kana teased by them. asking both of us faster get married. then his parents kept reprimanding him, asking him to treat me better or else i will run away. aiyo, they said until i very pai seh. haha... well, actually true loh. if he carrys on treating me like a maid, depending on me too much, for no reason, keep putting blames on me, etc, etc, i definately throw him one side. hahaha...

my horoscope, kinda bored here...

Leo Constellation Love Horoscope
Because your ruling planet is the sun, you have a warm, bright, fun-loving personality. You also have a fabulous way of lighting up the lives of everyone around you. As all your friends will tell you, you're a total extrovert, the ultimate party animal, who always speak your mind - although at times you can be too bossy for your own good. In love, you're very physical - you love holding hands, kissing and hugging. Because you're so passionate and want to be worshipped as a god/des's, you're often disappointed. Mere mortal people find it hard to keep up with your demands for adoration.

Leo Constellation Horoscope Compatability
Leos tend to go for guys who are as feisty and passionate as themselves - someone who's energetic, adventurous and romantic. In which case, fellow *Leos*, *Sagittarian* or *Aries* are the ones for you. A *Capricorn* might also be a good bet - he'll take care of you in the style you expect.

Other Interesting points to note for Leo Astrology
Planet: The Sun
Color: Orange
Gemstone: Ruby
Metal: Gold
Flower: Sunflower
Animal: Big cats
Herb: Chamomile
Cities: Prague, Bombay & Dallas

oh yeah! exam finally ended!!! =)

spinning head in the morning when i woke up. god... exam's today & my head gave me problems. think muz be spending long hours of midnite oil during these few nites. then missed my bus & i waited for more 20 min, bus still havnt come so bo pian, i have to grab a cab. haiz...

the paper today was quite straight forward though the short answer questions abit hard to phase out the answers. anyway i think i will pass. hehehe... then met up joann for lunch. went to orchard & eat at mache. then shopping after tat. tout of going ktv after lunch but abit late liao so put off the idea. shopped until 7, we had a drink at coffee beam. think i too tired, i actually dozed off when joann was toking on the hp wif her friend. hehehe...

took this video shoot at his place. his dog, Timmy very stupid but i love him like hell! wish he is my doggie. =p

FINALLY!!!

hey, i finally finished reading everything for my patho exam tml! duno y leh, it seem simple & easy to understand. think i better dun say, wait tml... CHEY! TOUCHWOOD!!! lolz... now relaxing my mind, been burning midnite oil. can see i got panda's eyes liao. hehe...

today's thurday & my leave ending soon. going bk to work next mon. I WANT MORE LEAVE!!! haha... even if i take leave, also no programme leh. i burned my this whole week leave in my studies, didn't go out except ytd. meet up my NSC colleagues for dinner. see?! i so guai.. =p

then was looking at my cousin's dog. he very "dao" & relaxed from the way he sit. must learnt from him. muahahaha... anyway wish me gd luck for my exam tml!!! =)

i'm feeling down again...

went out in the noon to meet maryann to revise our patho coz we having exam this cuming fri. we discussed until 5 then we left on our own. i had to meet up my NSC colleagues for dinner. everyone knocked off at 5pm, except for charlene coz she having evening clinic until 7pm. so we meet up 1st & had our dinner at sakae. charlene joined us later around 7.45pm. we had a long chat unil 9.30pm before we left for home.

back home, around midnite, i online to check my emails. then i saw daoyi online. so i msn him, telling him to take care of CgM when he goes over there next week. duno how, we chatted until i bcum very agitated. we were chatting regarding him. i was angry with him becoz he already booked his flight ticket to taiwan before letting me know. i actually requested to be on leave on the 9th & 10th Mar & following tat 2 days is sat & sun so 4 days to spend time with him but he told me he is leaving on the 10th! before he booked the ticket, i already told him i will be on leave tat 2 days & he still go ahead to book the flight! he doesn't wan me to go also & i duno y... then daoyi said i should give him some room. hey, come on, man! i am NOT restricting him!!! if he wan to go alone to anywhere & have fun, then tell me before hand! i will be ok wif it if i'm noted at the 1st place! so tat i dun have to purposely go & request for leave! i can juz return tat 2 days leave to my colleague!

after all the conversation wif daoyi, my mind totally swtiched off.. i off my computor & went back to study my notes. but nothing get into my mind & i felt suffocated. y? juz becoz daoyi said i should give him some space which indirectly said i'm being selfish to him?! when he told me he already booked his ticket, i didn't say he can't go?! & i didn't scold him at all. i was only abit disappointed in him. if he is not going, i won't purposely msn daoyi to take care of him when he is there! in my heart i was thinking i always put him in the 1st place but y he doesn't put me in the same way as i do. watever thing i do, i always think of him 1st before i think of myself. this round he only thinks of having fun by himself, without involving me. i am not being selfish, i juz wan him to share things with me & moreover he is my bf. i dun request tat much... i did so much for him but he doesn't seem to appreciate it & sometimes take it for granted. i can't study now coz my eyes are swollen. no mood to revise my studies. he doesn't know tat i'm kinda mad at him & i dun have to say all these to him coz no point. it will juz end up with another quarrel. coming 4am soon, can't slp & study, duno wat to do. no butts for me puff also. i think i'm having depression again...