hate myself.....

i hate people who spent BIG amt of money on unnecessary stuffs which they dun need it at all!

i hate people who keep asking money from me! (knowing tat i'm very soft-hearted, give in very easily & take me for granted!)

i hate people who have the habits of delaying their debts when its time to return!

i hate people who place soccer bets with bookies & in the end, owning the bookies a huge debt!

I hate people who never try to learn their mistakes & still insist tat they are RIGHT in the 1st place!

I hate people who never take into considerate of other person's feelings, esp towards their partners!

MOST IMPT,

I hate myself.........

gathering wif old friends...

last wed, met up wif old friends from epss. think a few yrs nvr meet up wif them liao, ever since passed out from sec sch except for joann, my dearest buddy. hehe... met them after my evening clinic, didn't expect to knock off so late & they waited for me for half an hr. so paiseh... had our dinner at NYDC at wheellock. also took some pics outside wheellock.


with shujuan, though she lives the same block as me but we seldom bump into each other. btw she is an air stewardess. =)


with theresa, had not seen each other for 7-8 yrs since passing out of sec sch. she is getting married coming nov! congratulation, sweetie!


with my dearest buddy, since pri sch but we only click very well after passed out of sec sch. surprisingly?! =p


the 4 of us.

PS. i looked so horrible with my stupid curly hair on all pics! i wan my hair long again! Kaoz!!!

coming june, got alot of gatherings coming up! surprisingly everybody seem to arrange gathering during this coming june & tats great! think i got another 3-4 more gatherings to attend, my friends from pri sch & sec sch, think mayb should organise another gathering for my poly friends too! hehe... having classes again, starting tml! so busy so busy! cindy on leave tml till thurs & i have to run the clinic alone by myself! pls dun let me encounter any fucking nasty pts. hate all these demanding pts... =(

Misery...

y things doesn't seem to change when i waited for so long for a better one...? i pray for so many times, vow for so times, change myself again & again, hoping things will turn around better but till now i am still very upset & disappointed. heart really sank alot alot... sometimes i really dun feel like carry on with this kind of stylelife. sometimes i even wish tat i will vanish into thin air where nobody even take notice of it. tolerated for so long & no one seem to care abt it. depression step into my heart once again...

diarrhoea whole day long...

aiyo, i'm sick again. having diarrhoea since ytd & today the whole day long. getting dehydrated soon. tout of getting mc today but already LOADS of staffs on mc today. the usual few who like to "fake" mc. so shortage of staffs so i tahan until 3+ & asked cindy let me take time off go home rest early. so concidence my aunt visited me. haiz...

ytd went for the big walk & was having diarrhoea already during the 1st part of the walk, anyway not as jialat as today. intially his brother & his gf are joining wif us for the walk but think they slept late the previous nite so didnt go. only left CgM & me go for the walk. we were late also & we started in the middle of the walk after 2km. hehe... then we stopped at suntec coz i wanna to relieve myself. diarrhoea mah... =p took some pics from the bridge.


around 4km of the walk.


LOADS of people!!!

then we took short cut at the 4km & u-turn back to the finish point. hehe... saw some students doing dragon dance.

pple taking pics like me


sunny day for a walk


walking back to the finish point


AT LAST, THE ENDING POINT!!!

this yr is my 2nd time taking part in the big walk. it was nice though very tiring. hoping to join next yr again! =)

pissed off! pissed off

today is such a fucking day for me. got pissed off by alot of pple! felt like i am the only one working the whole day long. y some pple dun take their intiative to do their work? becoz all the fucking shits i handled today, i got this fucking headache!!! took panadols to relieve abit. damn pissed off now...

***pardon me for my fucking language. i am like tat when i am really fucking pissed off.

long weekend...

i had a long weekends of rest, leisure & sufferings. since thursday i check in for my chalet & spent the whole evening ALONE!!!he can only book on in the nite so i spent the nite, studying my notes. weird, people come chalet for fun, i go chalet to study. bo pian leh, my exam today! haiz... then took pic of myself the whole evening. hehe...


i know i super "zhi lian". hehe...


saw this baby looney tunes show going on when on my way back to chalet alone during the 1st nite. he came in only ard 10+pm, 1st time in chalet all alone but not bad leh coz everything belong to me. hehe...


can u guess whose legs are these? hehe...

friday, his family only came in around noon, supposed to go wild wild wet wif the kids but raining until evening. luckily rain stopped during evening or else our bbq is ruined. had a fun bbq during tat nite. as usual we still got alot of leftover of foods. his relatives left in the later nite, only his bro, bro's gf, him & me stayed over for the nite.


our bbq fun


his granny & mother


the playful kids


his brother & gf

saturday was our last day, we checked out 1st before we headed to play wild wild wet, didn't want to waste the free tickets & its my 2nd time playing. so fun but heavy rain spoiled the whole day again. only get to play ard 2 hrs. haiz... i wan to go there again!!! =p supposed to go home on sat coz need to revise my module on sun before my exam! but his mom asked me to stay for the nite 1st, next day then go back so i tried to revise at his place. haiz...

sunday, woke up, feeling very tired, body aching all over. tout i didn't slp properly, tats y got muscle aches. but until noon, still felt uneasy so took my temp. gosh! i got fever again! duno how i get it! 38.2 degree! shit, can't concentrate on my studies. keep praying tat i will be better when i woke up the next day! wat kaoz, wat a day for me!!!

monday, my exam day. still feeling sick but didn't check my temp & left for sch. really prayed i survived through my papers & finally ended!! but the questions damn chim & if i am going to fail again this round, i will kill myself!!! after exam, went shopping wif charlene again. stil surviving, hehe... reached home ard 7+, took my temp again. still having low grade fever. haiz... tml have to go back to work. duno still can work anot, haiz...

oh ya, btw today is timmy's birthday!!!
Happy Birthday To You!
Happy Birthday To You!
Happy Birthday To Timmy!
Happy Birthday To You!


before hair cut...


after hair cut! so cute, muackz!!! =p

fever today, exam tml... haiz...

having fever now, 38.2 degree for no reason, how to survive for tml? my legal paper is tml!!! wat a freak... pls pray for me...

early mother's day celebration

once every 5 yrs, singapore held the election day to vote which parties we support. last election day was done in 2001, i was 19, illegal age to vote. hehe... this yr, i'm 24 & i'm involved in the voting. mine very 1st time voting! anyway it took less than 1 min to finish everything. tat was fast. =p

after tat went IMM with my parents before coming down to fetch my aunt for dinner. i had planned for an early mother's day celebration coz next wkend is a long hoildays, i have a chalet going on & MY EXAM ON THE FOLLOWING MONDAY! WTF! blamed myself for not checking properly 1st before booking my chalet. haiz... now struggling to study & its my repeated module! WTF!!! prayed tat i pass...

my dad suggested to go the old turf city to makan coz he said the restaurants there not bad. there are a few selections & we finally rest our butts at this "shui sha ren jia".
the stupid cola cola frigde blocked the wordings & its empty!!!


the old turf city where the horses are racing

ordered a few expensive dishes but still shark fins remained the top on the x-list. anyway its a mother's day treat for my mom & aunt so anything lah!


my cheeky brother, pretty mother & yandao father


me & my aunt, she very dao leh... haha

enough for enjoyment, now back to studies! pray for me, pls!

Dun understand y a person can be so stubborn & mind set is still so childish when the age is already over 21. I always tout this is the age when we start to get mature in our thinking but I guess I am wrong. It only applies to certain people. If people said ur got bad points, then change it! Y assume tat the people are at fault when ur the one who is at fault in the first place?!

He called me, then I told him tat I might be drinking wif my NSC colleagues in the later night. I asked him whether he wan to join us for the drink. Then he said he dun wan to go coz dun wan to have conflict wif my colleagues. ACTUALLY there is nothing wrong between him & my colleagues. It’s juz tat my colleagues happened to find out how he treats me & passed some unpleasant remarks abt him. I know its wrong for my friends to tok bad abt him but personally I do agree to some parts where he ill-treats me. I told him in a joking manner wat my friends told me but not totally the whole truth, hoping tat he might take note & at least change abit. But his face changed like as though I dropped a bomb. he took it so seriously & he got angry with me & my colleagues.

Ok, I know maybe it really consider hurting to him but at least he should also take the initiative to change for better. He has stubborn characters which I think nobody can change it even me myself. I already confront him so many times for his attitudes esp toward his mom. He is filial but the way he tok to his mom, is really rude. & I totally hate it!

This entry I wrote, doesn’t mean I wan a change of a new bf or I wan a break up. I just wan to voice my unhappiness abt him. PLS dun give any comments or tell me wat I should do. Its between him & me. If we meant to be together of coz u will see both of us walking down the red aisle in the future. If really something happen between us, tats it.

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new haircut, shopping spree & back to work!!!

"A brand new Agnes" =p had a new hair cut, shorter hair & off go my split ends! went for my treatment on sat & my hair really need some nutrients now!!! like those kind of dry grasses. after the treatment itself, my stylist straightened my hair cos i told her i miss my straight hair but its only temporary. cannot do rebonding leh or else i will go botak! haha... but i can't imagine myself after i wash my hair! hope it is not so bushy after a wash out. hehe...

the 1st 2 days of the long wkends i spent at his place. he made me cried on the 1st night, for wat reason, i shall not say. i juz really hope he can become more mature in his thinkings & not to demand too much from me. then his dad kept persuading him & me to get married, i was like speechless & blushed. then i told him, 1 yr later bah coz i'm still studying. got excused from the topic until next yr. hehe...actually dun intend to get married now leh, felt like not ready to settle down yet, esp him. haiz... went out wif his family for breakfast & dinner these 2 days. felt like i'm already married into his family. his parents are really nice to me but CgM very naughty son. (a msg to him, pls respect & treasure ur parents k?) haha... took a pic of timmy when we having dinner. cute, rite? his mom said timmy got dog fleas & could find loads of dry scabs on his body coz he keep scratching until bleed. poor timmy... but dun worry, i will still love u... muackz!!! =p

labour day, went on a shopping spree wif charlene & phonnia coz he got duty. haiz... we met at 1100 & ate our lunch at Mac. from bugis to suntec to marine sq, we spent loads on cosmetic stuffs. very surprised coz we usually shopped for pretty clothes the last few rounds. hehe... we spent nearly 1 hr in thefaceshop. bought a few XXX stuffs but overrall i spent the least among 3 of us. hehe... took a pic in the toilet, trying to copy other pple where they took pics of their reflection in the mirror. not bad huh? hehe...

back to work today, so slacked after long wkend, found my clinic suddenly so yellow. lights were changed, felt abit unfamiliar to my clinic. then forgotten tat today is tuesday, tout won't be so many pts for bld tests. i am a dracula today again!!! haha... then was discussing abt sis lim's gifts. we are going to get a nice bday & farewell gifts which will be done hand craft by us! we really like her alot coz she is a very nice clinic executive. take gd care of her staffs very well & she earned our respect. we are planning to make her a photo album which definately will be very memorable for her. i'm so excited abt her gift but also sad coz it means her retirement is getting nearer. really gonna miss her alot when she leaves us. took a pic wif her (as part of our plan.) hehe... =p




arghhh... i going to wash my hair later, no more straight hair liao! took many pics of my straight hair to keep for memories. haha... i kinda insane now but i can't help it. super zhi lian now. muahaha... =p last few shots of me in straight hair. sobsob... =p