Misery...

y things doesn't seem to change when i waited for so long for a better one...? i pray for so many times, vow for so times, change myself again & again, hoping things will turn around better but till now i am still very upset & disappointed. heart really sank alot alot... sometimes i really dun feel like carry on with this kind of stylelife. sometimes i even wish tat i will vanish into thin air where nobody even take notice of it. tolerated for so long & no one seem to care abt it. depression step into my heart once again...