he is leaving this wed...

tml holidays no need to work, so happy but this week very weird working days. coz holidays fall on tues & thurs. so stupid to work alternate days... he will be leaving from australia from army tis wed, away for 3 wks... 3 wks very fast pass by but 2 mths seem very slow to me leh... i will be leaving for toronto next yr april from attachment 2 mths. though still quite far from to date, the think of it made me worried... well, anyway still got long way to go... dun wan to worry abt so much... juz wan to bless for his safety during his trainings at the moments...

coaxing ur girl so hard meh?

everytimes i watch those romance movies or series shows, i always hope that the romance events happen to me. who doesn't want ur own bf to be so loving, gentle & caring toward u? so envied the actress in the show... sometimes i even daydream abt it. haha, crazy me...
today went to suntec to eat becoz aunt's bday on tue so celebrate earli. my bf also came along.. recently started to put on make up, in the past i hate to do tat coz dun like powder on my face. but now duno y like to look pretty when goin out. hehe...
he pretend to puke & avoid looking at me when i ask him i look nice anot. so sad.. i put on make up becoz of "u" leh. as least say something to coax me mah..
again he did something that irritated me. also dun give in to me, in the end we had a small arguement. we didn't show our quarrel in front of my parents, juz tat we walked quietly side by side even after my dad dropped him at the mrt...he nvr call me but i call juz to check he reach home already.juz hoping tat he will change his attitudes towards me, nicer & more gentle instead of scolding & treating me too bad for no reasons. i will wait till he changes. i will...

to him, i'm always so "fan"...

duno how long can tahan him... very tired & hurt each time when arguement with him... today he said me ' fan' again.. always come out with him, is like having a buzzing bee ard him... thats wat he said everytime when i nag at him... my way of nagging him is like normal talking to him but the way he ans me bk is like i should shut up... very hurt when he said that...
we were having breakfast at mac.. he said his friend gave him wrong info to book in so he ask me to have breakfast with him... i havn't woke up when he called me... so went down cck met him...
then he said me "fan" coz i nagged at him for wasting the sugar he poured out... throughout the breakfast we juz eat, not talking to each other... he kept using his food & newspaper to block his view on me... he dun wan to look at me... fine, i juz carried on eating... then he went army while i went SIM to submit my assignment... dun really wan to tok to him at times... coz he sometimes really made my blood boil... he is always right while im always wrong... keep asking myself when is he going to change? i waited so long... there was once i tout he changed but it seem its still the same...