Sunday, February 20, 2005

Quarrel with him...

had a quarrel wif him... I din start anything, its him... I confront him, asking y he always tok so rudely to his mom... He ignored me & then said, "shut up." I stood still, look at him as he slowly walked away from my sight. Down inside in my heart, i was really deeply hurt... I walked away from him too...
Back to his house, i confront him again.. This round, i sat down & tok to him face to face... Out of control, my tears came flowing out of my eyes... He sat there, looking at me... I can sense he was feeling gulity but he remained speechless throughout.. After tat I left, he din even said anything....I was totally upset... Upset becoz his attitudes is getting bad to worse.. I had enough of him but i reali dun wan to let go of this relationship coz we had been together for so long & tml is our 4th year being together.. My friends said tat we are a loving couple.. Plz loh.... Its only the outer appearance ur looking at! How many quarrels, how many arguements we are having, u all duno!!! He did once bring up to me, saying tat next year we go ROM but i'm now having second thought... I'm very confused & sad now but I'm still waiting for him to turn better coz i still love him.... Wanted to be alone for the time being....