Friday, April 29, 2005

Fcuking bitch again...

Very upset, no mood to work today… my mind was full of things the whole day… can’t concentrate on my work today… the lady who I mentioned last entry, came back today… she went back to see the same doctor previously. She was brought to a room where our corp comm members came down to talk to her after the consultation… I duno how long they had been talking inside… All I know she juz wan to blow up this matter coz she dun trust the nurses doing the treatments for her. Ever since the case on Dr Joyce Lim, I heard a lot of complaints on our nurses at our centre. I look into her casenotes, saying that she is having 1cm BIG on the site where the blood taking is done. Come on!! We even have patients’ bruise even BIGGER than her loh!! Y is she so fcuk up? It is only a small matter. There is also a remark in her notes, saying that next visit if there is any blood tests to be done, will be done by the doctors. Ok!! Let her be!! I dun even want to handle this fcuking idiot lady ever again. Thinking tat she is so elegant but actually her personality is like shit!!! Wonder how her friends tahan her… I heard from my Sis tat she is going to write in to our medical director regarding this problem. Fine!! Go ahead! All I know I am innocent & I did nothing wrong!

Sometimes I felt we nurses are treated like nobody. Pardon me for saying tat…. Most patients dun appreciate wat we had done for them. Every time in front of doctors, they will smile & laugh together & when they come to us nurses, they will behave differently. Treating us like dirt & they expect us to treat them like VIP… Fcuk off! I do wat is needed in my job scope. I dun go around selling my service which is so fake!!! My care & concern comes my heart I dun think there is a need to act it out… Really upset & sick of all these…Haiz… Maybe my luck for this mth is not so gd, tats y so many things happens… I can only say… Unlucky me… Hope tat my luck turns better this round… Really need a rest…

Fcuking unreasonable patients...

Dun understand... Y some people are so fcuk up? Esp. the patients i attended in my clinic... This mth is an unlucky mth for me. I faced 2 complaints which i DUN think its my fault at all!!!

1st case (done on 11-04-05) was a SAF guy doing liquid N2 treatment for his wart on his sole. Its me who did it for him. It was actually a minor problem & the person who blew the matter so big, is his idiot father!!! He called a few days later after the treatment & claimed tat we caused great pain to his son, leading his son to lose his $700 hp at mrt station. I was like... WAU KAO... Our business meh? He is the one who lost it, not us!!! Then the father passed nasty comments like "are nurses fit to perform the treatments?" Damn it!!! I mean every of my patients are doing the same treatments, even young kids around 2-3 yrs old did it the same things too! Y i din receive every patients complaining abt all these? The father also said we are NOT treating his son well becoz he is an indian!!! Wat a fcuking remark he gave! His son is 21 liao, somemore he is from NS & yet can't endure the small pain? Damn fcuk up loh! The father also demanded our doctor to give his more days MC so tat he can rest at home.. Come on, man!!! If his son wants MC, ask himself to request. NOT us to settle for him! Twice treatments he done & twice his father called up to complain. I think most probably the son wants to avoid going back to his camp for training. Wat an idiot fcuking guy...

2nd case (today) was a lady who complained about haematoma on her arm after blood taking. Haematoma is caused by a break in the wall of a blood vessel, then the blood goes into the surrounding skin beneath, causing it to be blue black like a bruise. This usually happen to pple who either have superficial veins, fair skin or prone to have haematoma easily after pricking. After the bld taking, i told her there might be a little bruising on her arm so ask her to apply ice cube on it if there is any. This was done in the morning. Then afternoon, around 5pm, this crazy lady again called up to my Sis to complain, asking why is there such a big bruise in her arm. & she said she wants to sue us for causing such a big damage to her. I was... wtf?! I already told her that will happen & y is she still making a big fuss? She then demand something to make the brusie disappear coz she is going for some function which will look ugly on her. I heard she is coming back tml & she also wants free carpark when she parks her car in NSC when she comes tml!!! Wat a unreasonable & crazy woman!!!

I really dun understand wat's wrong with all these fcuking idiot pple. I really hate serving my service to all these nasty patients. A fake smile to put on our faces & the attitudes towards them, like i am the one who own them something! These pple duno how to appreciate things which is done for them. They dun deserve my sympathy if they have any serious illnesses. They deserve all these retributions & serve them right!!! Its not tat i wicked or wat... But these kind of feedback from them really upset me. I did my best to treat patients well coz i know they need our help to get well too. But y they dun appreciate wat we had done for them? I am sick & tired of all these...