Friday, September 30, 2005

Friends of his are so....

Having headache since ytd. Duno y... Always like tat during the 2 wks whenever having lessons... Maybe too tired & stress bah... & not enough slp... Sianz.... Din attend tutorial coz headache mah... so went bk after the lecture....

Then he msg me... He told me his friends treat him badly... He actually wants to change the day for his guard duty this sun but all his army friends dun wan to change wif him... even those without anything on tat day also dun wan to change wif him... i really dun understand wats wrong with this batch of army guys he is wif...

during his sec, poly & BMT life, he always got his friends jio him out, help him whether in need. its like... everyone like to hang out with him.. but until when he is in SOA, his usual behavior starts to change... he din tell me watever problem tat is bottom in his heart until his SOA friends hold a function night, he got himself so drunk tat night & then he starts to throw out all his troubles tat night when we reached home... i was so upset for him.... in my heart i keep scolding his friends... they are damn fuk up, like hypocrite... treat him nice when need him, then treat him like a ball when not in need of him...

though i duno wat happen in the camp, but even if those guys dun like him, then they also shouldn't treat him like this also... moreover they are in the same camp! army guys supposed to help each other in their camp coz they are living together, eating together, bathing together, training together.... wats damn wrong wif all these fuking friends he has in army... really, really wish he got transferred out of tat unit soon, to an another place where he got better friends to hang out with...

haiz... i believe he must be missing daoyi alot rite now coz daoyi is his only true buddy he ever made... i also dun mind if he spend more time with daoyi than with me... i dun wan to see him like this... but daoyi only comes back from taiwan next year.... tat night was my very 1st time seeing him so upset & so fuk up with his ns life.. really upset me alot, seeing him like tis....
i'm now really hoping that his life in army gets better soon. plz dun let him carry on with this kind of life... i understand how he feels coz i was once like this before....