depression?

i hate the current dept...
i hate some of the colleagues...
i hate some of the pts...
& i hate all the fucking machines...

burst into tears today for no reason...
really tout of resignation now... ='(

heartaching....

he came back from overseas last nite but with injuries... his rt eye was swollen & no stitches was done over the eyelid, slight abasions over his arms & trunk, had an car accident over there... only simple dressing was done for him. felt so heartache... later have to bring him to hospital for a proper check again... y must this happen to him... ='(

asshole pt...

5th day at phototherapy clinic. muscle aching at my legs so badly made me really felt that i made a right choice for buying OSIM uSqueeze. yes, i bought 2 sets of uSqueeze & 1 set uPapa by my blockhead. 1 uSqueez at my aunt while others at my parents' place. gifts for them, hehe...

got a fucking pt today. missed 2 weeks of treatments, definately have to decrease the dosage or else he will surely get burned. when i went in the cabin, he was sitting at the side, not preparing for the treatment. i told him tat i will decrease his dose but he argued back no, wanted to increase or hold the same dose. i explained to him but he raised his voice at me & said being doing this treatment for years, nothing ever happen. even asked me go ask the senior to speak to him. i very pissed off by him, he damn fucking rude. so i checked to that in-charge & she also said to decrease the dose. wtf?! i juz passed the card to my senior & asked her to handle that idiotic asshole. after the treatment, while i was in the other room, i heard him saying "scared then dun work here lah!" he didn't see me but he said it quite loud. fucking asshole, wish that he got severe burns from his treatment! my colleague told me he is an ex-policeman. puke! tis kind of policeman?! pls dun give troubles to other people, go be a cleaner lah... fuck... got another pt who is also an ex-policeman. he is another fuck up pt i ever came across, nearly sued by him whenver i'm not even at fault! 2 of the same kinds. hate them until i hope that they kena burn during the treatment they requested. teach them a lesson & i started to hate policemen... well maybe the older generations are this kind of fucking patterns...