quit or not to quit?!

yes, long weekends! 3 days break, alot of things came into my mind. wanted to ask alot of friends out to meet & its like so long nvr see them, missing them so much. haha.. think next wk, start to jio a few out. hehe.. so start praying tat u receive my msg! haha =p

today, clinic load was light. gathered around wif my 2 senior colleagues chit chatting. toking of finding jobs. frankly speaking i did tout of leaving my workplace coz the management there really cannot make it. LOADS of problems implemented, are unfair to own staffs which refer to us. my senior colleague presuaded me to stay on coz she need me in her clinic. she like my working pace & attitudes. we are like a pair of chopsticks. muahaha, i sound like i'm a saint.. =p but duno leh. i have to wait until i finish my studies 1st which is next yr, before i plan for my future again. haiz... headache!!! did a test on job satisfaction. My result...

Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 43%

Well, you don't have the worst job in the world, but it's not great. And don't worry, you're not the problem - your company is. Start looking around for another job, even if you're not totally fed up. Because in time, you're going to be dying to quit!

Should You Quit Your Job?

haiz... we shall see how then. think most prob, out of tat hell place!!!

very very annoyed!!!!

really very pissed off by some of the people today! dun understand y some people so selfish. they only think of themselves, nvr put a thought on other people. i so fucking hate them!

morning wound clinic, the top management called my colleague up to do duno wat fucking shit which is not impt & can be done another day, left me all alone to run the BUSY clinic. i was really very annoyed coz tat time when my colleague left, i still got 2 pts waiting to do dressings & their dressings definately take up to 30 min coz its 4 layers bandage. i endured the anger & kept quiet thoughout when cleaning up for my pts. i got even hitted by 1 of my pts coz he claimed tat i was "tearing away" his skin, causing him in great pain. Actually the skin i removed, ARE ALL DEAD skin. Can't blame him also coz he had a RTA during his early 20s or 30s & leading him abit psychotic. Quite pitiful & his sister nearly hitted him wif the walking stick coz he misbehaved. went late for lunch so i decided to eat in alone, MY FAVOURITE CUP NOODLE, TOM YAM!!! Yummy... =p

noon paed clinic, luckily tat 2 Drs didn't turn up for their clinic, or else my blood really boil! our nerdy Dr Chong WS came & run the clinic. =p

duno y recently i start to hate almost everyone esp those who scold me, criticize me, throw cold water on me or watever the things they did which make me really "bei siong" them. nowadays i had bcum very sensitive & get annoyed easily. sometimes i also dislike people for their doings. the same things, they only think of themselves, ignoring the surroundings people's feelings or doing somethings to seek attention from others. i really got pissed off by them!!

a new blog skin!!!

changed my blog skin again! duno wats wrong wif the previous skin. keep having error somewhere... anyway i like this skin too but no music. will be uploading soon!!! =p

mushy sms from him

earli morning once i switched on my hp, i received this msg:-

"darling! darling! darling! happy 5yrs 2mth anniversary... juz wan to tell u tat i love u very much.. reali hope u will becum my wife soon... hehe"

its from him. then i replied him:-

cgm! cgm! cgm! ur wish will be granted IF...
1) quit smoking & touching of the butts for the rest of ur life
2) quit placing bets on soccers
3) treat ur mom & me even more nicer
4) no anyhow throw tempers even if ur totally pissed off by us. last but not least..
5) pls learn to be more tidy in clearing ur clothess!!! =p"

well, no reply from him but could imagine he is cracking his brains away... haha

juz becoz last friday is a public holidays, my bullous & contact clinic was like a market! so many many pts!!! luckily my fever recovered last nite, still worried abt it coz i took my temp last nite, was still the same! but thanks god. haha... knocked off at 6pm, OT for tat 1 hr. so long nvr worked OT for contact clinic liao & almost most of the pts had their LOADS of stuffs to test!!! cindy & me worked until crazy...

Still sick...

aiyo, body still aching leh & fever is at 38.0 degree. y huh? usually i rest for 1 day, i will recover leh.. but these 2 days is like hell to me. later still have to attend classes, duno can tahan anot?! cannot dun go coz paid for the classes already & its XXX! pls... let me recover by tml leh... =(

Sick....

woke up wif aching body, struggling whether to go work. haiz.. in the end, dragged myself reluctantly along the way to NSC. wound & paediatic clinic (the busiest clinic of the week) today so if i dun go, cindy will surely kill me!!! haha...

today was like a torture to me. working wif aching body throughout. while doing dressings, i kept spraining on my back which made it even more worse... when back after lunch, i decided to check my temp. reading was 37.5 degree which consider low grade bah. then took my reading again at 4+, my temp shoot up to 38.1 degree! & i still can joke around wif my colleagues, doesn't seem like i'm sick leh... took my temp alot of times & all readings reflected around 38.0 degree. really having fever!! muahaha... i can take MC for tml liao!!! can slacked at home!!! Frankly speaking i still felt ok to work for my evening clinic later night. if really NSC can't find any staff to cover me, i dun mind working loh... aiya, dun say i dumb coz i know i am dumb. haha..

& he still didn't call me after i msg him i am sick!!! so so so bad, dun friend him liao!! hmph!!!

You're a Dream GF!
You're a definite keeper. You're not needy or clingy and you're almost as much fun to be around as one of the guys! You know exactly how much space your guy needs and how to keep your own groove on while in a relationship.

freak out!!!

got freaked out by an idiot guy in the train. intially was a lady sitting beside me but got off duno which stop. then came a guy, sat beside me. at the 1st place didnt realise anything until he started to be funny. he purposely brushed his arm against my arm. the 1st time he did tat, i didn't really give a damn. then came the 2nd time & 3rd time. he kinda like purposely did tat, he was trying to scratch duno which part of his body & deliberately brushed his arm against mine!!! i was so so annoyed & i purposely sit closer to my bf. i didn't want to tell him coz i know he will definately starts a conflict wif this fucking guy. so i endured the uneasiness atmosphere until we reached our destination. the next moment i found myself really like glued to my bf. haha... then the next disgusting thing he did, he crossed his legs & digged his toes. SO DAMN CLOSE to the side of my legs. I again shifted side way, even closer to my bf. then the next moment, he turned the other side & i realised he was actually looking at a girl(quite sexy from the way she dressed up) standing at the exit. at 1st, i tout i was saved but after tat girl dropped at 1 of the stops earlier, he turned to my side again!!! wtf?! could sense tat this idiotic guy was actually glancing at my direction so i purposely turned my shoulder against him. wat a fucking guy & he is damn "dirty" from his overrall outfit cos his skin like he is having HIV. not tat i'm mean but not surprised tat if he really has the disease coz he looks like one! haha...

crazy for quizs! =p

think i'm going nuts! nothing to do but kept surfing net, doing quizs online. frankly speaking, it is quite fun doing all these quizs, then knowing all those funny answers which u dun even know abt urself. i was surprised too after the tests reveal my answers! had a fun time. hahaha...

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

You Are a Natural Flirt

Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

You Are 72% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

totally pissed off!!!

stop giving me tat fucking attitudes! i had enough of it! y do i have to be the one enduring all ur fucking attitudes! totally pissed off by u! dun make me hate u so much, pls!

another silly test - The Wedding Date Predictor

Agnes, you're a Total Opening Soon!

YOU ARE CLOSE to finding "the one!" We have carefully calculated your responses according to our scientific formula and harmonized the results to the Venutian lunar calendar. But don't get your hopes up to hear those wedding bells soon, because your bridesmaid days aren't over just yet.

YOU WILL BE MARRIED BY: Saturday, September 26, 2009


Social Factors

On the social front, you are not looking at an immediate marriage prospect. Prince Charming, for now, is waiting in the wings. But keep in mind that he is slowly warming to the idea. Thankfully, now that you know your destiny, you can enjoy your single life to the fullest. Get out there and use it, girl.


Emotional Factors

Emotionally, you seem to be fairly ready for marriage. You show strong signs of being a contender, and you've got what it takes to make the plunge. Maybe any hesitation is just a small case of the "jitters." In any case, for Mr. Right, it's practically a done deal. He's just waiting for the right moment, so sit back and let it happen.


Sexual Factors

You have very few sexually motivated reasons for avoiding marriage. Of course, the carefree single life can pose a strong attraction, but you probably prefer the thought of devoting yourself to one person. It's true that there are a lot of unsolved mysteries out there, but once you've found the right person, it's time to close shop. Congratulations on having the strength and security to know what's right for you.

Insane!!!

Not in my right mind today, something keep distracting me throughout the whole day. A friend of mine... Duno y I keep thinking of this person? Sms me a normal greeting msg last nite & I replied back in a joking manner but this friend of mine nvr get back again. Kinda upset. Wanted to ask this friend out, kinda miss this person actually...

What the hell am I thinking!!! Arghh...

August

wat a boring day. everyday the same routine - work, work, work. I want a holiday break!! today got annoyed by my friend again. haiz.. was checking my emails & i saw this but i think only a few fit my characters.

PEOPLE BORN IN AUGUST
Loves to joke
- ya, i am a joker! haha

Attractive
- nah, me average looking lah...

Suave and caring
- ok lah..

Brave and fearless
- haha, i very timid one..

Firm and has leadership qualities
- i wish i am firm enough but yet.. leader qualities? usually i dun lead leh.. hehe

Knows how to console others
- i can be a gd audience but not a gd consoler

Too generous and egoistic
- ya, too generous (in money) liao.. haha

Takes high pride of oneself
- hmm, ok lah.. so far so gd.. hehe

Thirsty for praises
- frankly speaking, i do.

Extraordinary spirit
- can ignore this

Easily angered
- not really

Angry when provoked
- YES!!!

Easily jealous
- 100% YES!!!

Observant
- haha, not really

Careful and cautious
- i very careless leh..

Thinks quickly
- nah, i'm kinda slow

Independent thoughts
- well, i agree to it

Loves to lead and to be led
- haha, both yes

Loves to dream
- nice to dream but too bad not real leh

Talented in the arts, music and defence
- i like art & music but not so talented & i know nuts abt defence. haha

Sensitive but not petty
- yup, its true =)

Poor resistance against illnesses
- hmmm, so far so gd. this yr only 1 day MC. Lolz..

Learns to relax
- i only learn how to play to relax my mind. haha

Hasty and rushy
- no lah

Romantic
- at times =)

Loving and caring
- of coz lah, ask him!!! =p

Loves to make friends
- tats true but i abit anti-social during 1st meet-up so u have to break the ice 1st! once u break it, i can be very fun! hahaha

haha... kinda like doing personal survey. anyway maojority fit my characters. hehe... i juz can't wait for this friday to come! its gd friday & which means no work!!! muahaha...

spare a thought for my feelings, plz...

i duno how to express my feelings & describe but all i know is i dun feel extremely gd today. kinda annoyed & pissed off. pple been treating me like a toy! meddle wif me when i am needed. throw me aside when i am useless... i felt so "OUTCAST"!!! & pls dun keep lecturing me when u dun have the right to do tat, k?! i dun have to listen to ur commands!

spare a thought for my feelings, plz...

my laptop give me problems again!!! sianz...

duno wat happen leh, my msn in my laptop unable to log in. always log in the old version which i dun like to use!!! Arghhh... i need help!!! felt like a handicapped without the new msn. damn shitty...

spending $$$ again!!!

god.. damn tired now, my eyes can close anytime soon. shopped the whole day today wif charlene & phonnia from marine sq to suntec, then suntec to orchard. bought alot of girl stuffs. clothes, make up products, etc... declaring broke soon! muahaha...



until 6pm, phonnia left to meet her relatives, leaving charlene & me to shop alone. then we had our dinner at shihlin taiwan snacks, cineleisure. 1st time eat oyster mee sua, not bad leh. hehe...

we were disccussing abt wat to get for our beloved sis lim her birthday & farewell gift. she is leaving us soon during august. so sad, she is really a very nice clinic executive u would ever come across! love working wif her, wish tat she would stay longer wif us... =(