weird...

attended Jane's 21st birthday last nite, went alone coz no other taka ex-colleagues i can find but luckily i got alan last min. haha... actuali saw one ex-colleague, eugene but he with his friends leh, abit awkward to join him so i tried to make myself busy by disturbing jason, chatting with him & playing with my hp while waiting for alan to come. both of us left around 2130 after the birthday girl cutted her cake. alan sent me back to his place & he was not back yet. even since the cold war last week, we didn't even contact each other during this period of time & once again i made the 1st move to send him a msg. haiz... guys...
when he came home, he was like a roasted chicken!!! tat was due to his over exposure to sun during his training ytd. he is doing the rehearsal for NDP. at tat time, when i saw him in this state, my heart did ache abit. then we tok to each other like nothing happen before. haiz... we are always like tat after every wars. 1 weird thing is tat the feeling for tat friend of mine, started to diminish. its a kind of feeling which i would always like this friend to be my close buddy or mayb even i wan it more than a close buddy. anyway of cos we are still friends...