how hard is it to say sorry?

is it hard to say sorry esp towards ur loved ones? i didn't request much, only want him to apolognise to his mom, tats it! y have to throw ur temper around?! she is ur mom for heaven's sake! been through alot of hardships, bringing u up into an adult. wat have she done to deservse all ur sickening attitudes? i detest people who ill-treat their own parents esp their own mothers. 9 mths of sufferings & years of hardships, accompany u through ur childhood, worrying abt ur health, studies & future. throughout the years, parents worked hard for their next generations, juz to let their own kids have a better life in the future. though i'm not really a fillal girl towards my parents but at least in my heart, i know i shouldn't shout at my elderlys, ill-treating them & hurting their feelings.

he shouted at his mother & i ignored him. tat night his mother came back very late, i tout she was upset by him, wanted to be alone. i was worried coz her hp can't get through. when she was back, i asked him to apolognise to her but he spammed his computor real hard & stepped out of the room! he didn't do anything, juz to the toliet. then back to the bed again. i was really very disappointed by his behaviors. i cried at the bed, with him lying beside. he wasn't asleep yet & he knows i'm crying. he didn't make an effort to do something to make me feel better. my heart totally sank... in the middle of the nite, he tried to hug me, i pushed him away...

he didnt slp the whole nite coz world cup mah... when my hp's alarm went off, he was holding on it. there he goes again, checking on my hp again... i woke up & clean myself & he went to slp without any words.... i ignored him once again, packed my stuffs & left for home... was watching the drama "devil beside u". it was a nice romance series show by Rainie Yang & Mike He. while watching, i juz wonder y people's love story was so nice & great. my surrounding friends also have a nice love story behind their relationships. sometimes i envy my gfs. actually i dun demand much. i only want him to get rid all his bad habits & treat his mother nicer. i didn't request alot like most of the girls did. to love their gfs dearly & deeply, to fetch their gfs to work & after work, to buy small cute gifts to surprise their gfs on & off... i wish my bf did tat to me but.... wats matter now to me, is his attitudes towards his mother.... somehow, somewhere i start to lose trust in guys. well... except for my beloved daddy, dun mind staying the rest of my life with him coz he is really my wonderful father...