Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Venting out anger !!!

i was damn fed up with the work since last week... almost everyday i got so irritated that i nearly exploded or nearly even cried out... pissed off with certain colleagues & unreasonable patients i attended to... there were so many things i wanted to vent out but i need to find a place to get it done... dun wan to stress my little Javier inside me just becoz of my work-related... i realized i had abandoned my blog since like ages ago & i guess many of my friends have forgotten abt it coz facebook now is such an "IN" thing now...

i understand staffing is always a problem everywhere but its really pissed me off when the management don't even know how to deploy staffs to the desired dept. if i am not pregnant, i dun even mind to work extra harder to get work done. but those few days multi-tasked duties made my expectant body unbearable. my heart & mind really gonna cried out to someone else...

working with some irritating colleagues made me pissed off... does it mean the more senior ur the more u can slack around in the clinic loaded with tonnes of patients? someone from the upper management told us that tea break is only a luxury if provided there is enough staff coverage during ur absence of 15 - 20 min. why have to complain that ur dying soon without the 15 - 20min of tea break? i dun even go for it most of the times when the clinic is light?! say me stupid or wat but when everyone is so damn freaking busy with their work, u have the cheeks to complain to others that we are treating u unfair coz we didnt release u for tea??? WTF?! colleagues who are working evening clinic didnt even have the chance to go & u with no evening clinic insisted on going?! even going for tea break, pls take note of ur time. its 15 - 20 min, NOT 30 min or more than tat!!! pls be considerate!!! dun come back keep apologizing tat "ohh... i forgot tat ur having evening"... & ohh ya... i can't stand the slowness of the work attitude!!!

nowadays patients are also so demanding & unreasonable!!! i happened to pass by & help out with ur treatment & wat i get? a scolding from u? i dun even know wat happen & u scold me for making u an old man to wait in the cold cabin so long. ur a regular follow up, there is a freaking call bell for u to pull if ur not attended by us. i was being kind, happened to pass by & help out with ur treatment! if i know i am going to get scolding from u, i should have just ignore ur call bell & leave u freezing inside! another incident ~ if ur late by a single second, its not my fault to call another patient in for treatment! dun be so unreasonable, keep arguing u should be first to get attend to! damn you! & when u insist me to call tat patient out to let u in first, u disappear from the site?! wasting my time clearing my workloads! i should have just proceed with that patient's treatment. stupid bitch...

enough of all the stupid & unhappiness! can't wait to go for my maternity leave, away from the place of hell. just wan the time spend on the bonding with my BB Javier... a BIG full stop here!. i wanna blog on my Javier next!!!

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