I cried....

BB Javier is sick... :(

very heart-aching these few days coz BB Javier is suffering from blocked nose... first time he rejected feeds & cried non-stop for hours.. i felt very helpless... brought him to the Dr & was prescribed with nose drops. even though with few days of medication, he still appeared slight cranky. hopefully he will recover soon...

on the 19th November 2011, we celebrated BB Javier's 1st month & I gave these cute cookies to my friends & relatives as favours. If ur interested in these cookies, can go to this link ~ http://bakedwithlove.wordpress.com/.

There are many more cute cookies & I made another order on the Xmas cookies too! :)

as days go by, he is getting more chubby & adorable... i'm so in love with BB Javier. :)

I captured his smile for the first time! He is so adorable!! Muackz...

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oh... pls... dun treat me like i am an ignorant mother... know nothing about taking care of baby... i know wat i am doing & i dun need additional "LOGICAL" advice from anyone. haiz... headache...

Confinement

the only thing i hate about confinement is having NOT to bathe for the 1 whole month! damn... i really stink like hell with all the perspiration. Other than tat, the confinement food really makes my body heaty coz of all the tonic & i think i'm constipated. -_-"

taking care of Javier really drained me out coz didnt know taking care of baby is so so tiring... initially i was really stressed out coz nearly every night i didnt have a proper sleep. getting up every 2-3hrs to feed Javier & sometimes after feeding he doesnt even wan to slp!! tats the worst thingy!! nevertheless he brought me loads of laughter & his cute expression really makes me forgot every unhappy things. :)

Day 26

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ohhh... i found this video clip on Jay Chou. he is so so talented!! :)

Baby Javier Born on 19-10-2011 ♥♥♥

Dr told me Javier was overweight before he was born but when he popped out, he was so tiny!! ^-^

in labour 4 hrs but under epidural... so tired & relieved after delivery

love the way he hold on to my finger. ♥

home sweet home on the 3rd day

burping him after nursing him. can't resist his cuteness. ^-^

& he got my sexy mouth.. tats wat most of my friends said. :)

♥♥♥ family shot ♥♥♥

muackzzz

Wat a "gentlman" ~ !!!

Met the most idiot "gentleman" during my work ytd. Never am i going to attend to him for treatment & even if i do, i'm sure to find a way to disgrace him in front of others...

he was all ready for the light treatment, standing there waiting... i asked him to go in & get ready & he asked wat's that platform for in the cabin. I replied if u need it, use it, if not, u can take it out... he wasn't moving & i just waited there. then he said can u take it out? I was like? WTF?? u asked a expectant woman to bend down & remove the heavy platform for a middle-build, physically fit guy like u?? ur not even physically disabled!! why can't u remove it urself? was damn pissed. i removed it unwillingly & he didn't even said thank u!!! this is the most idiot man i ever seen !!!

Its not tat i do not want to help or wat but can't u assess the situation? if ur ARE physically disabled, elderly old man or a young kid, i DO NOT MIND removing the item out for u. but ur NOT!!!

"God sure bless you with good karma" all i can say... tat apply the same to those who act blur in not giving up seats to elderly & expectant women in the public trains....

The growing up of Baby Javier Chen

Week 7

Week 11

Week 16

Week 21
I love this picture the most because hubby & me can clearly see him using his tiny hands playing with his tiny toes!!!

the gender is revealed ~ !!!

Can't wait to cuddle Javier soon... another 3 more months... :D

Venting out anger !!!

i was damn fed up with the work since last week... almost everyday i got so irritated that i nearly exploded or nearly even cried out... pissed off with certain colleagues & unreasonable patients i attended to... there were so many things i wanted to vent out but i need to find a place to get it done... dun wan to stress my little Javier inside me just becoz of my work-related... i realized i had abandoned my blog since like ages ago & i guess many of my friends have forgotten abt it coz facebook now is such an "IN" thing now...

i understand staffing is always a problem everywhere but its really pissed me off when the management don't even know how to deploy staffs to the desired dept. if i am not pregnant, i dun even mind to work extra harder to get work done. but those few days multi-tasked duties made my expectant body unbearable. my heart & mind really gonna cried out to someone else...

working with some irritating colleagues made me pissed off... does it mean the more senior ur the more u can slack around in the clinic loaded with tonnes of patients? someone from the upper management told us that tea break is only a luxury if provided there is enough staff coverage during ur absence of 15 - 20 min. why have to complain that ur dying soon without the 15 - 20min of tea break? i dun even go for it most of the times when the clinic is light?! say me stupid or wat but when everyone is so damn freaking busy with their work, u have the cheeks to complain to others that we are treating u unfair coz we didnt release u for tea??? WTF?! colleagues who are working evening clinic didnt even have the chance to go & u with no evening clinic insisted on going?! even going for tea break, pls take note of ur time. its 15 - 20 min, NOT 30 min or more than tat!!! pls be considerate!!! dun come back keep apologizing tat "ohh... i forgot tat ur having evening"... & ohh ya... i can't stand the slowness of the work attitude!!!

nowadays patients are also so demanding & unreasonable!!! i happened to pass by & help out with ur treatment & wat i get? a scolding from u? i dun even know wat happen & u scold me for making u an old man to wait in the cold cabin so long. ur a regular follow up, there is a freaking call bell for u to pull if ur not attended by us. i was being kind, happened to pass by & help out with ur treatment! if i know i am going to get scolding from u, i should have just ignore ur call bell & leave u freezing inside! another incident ~ if ur late by a single second, its not my fault to call another patient in for treatment! dun be so unreasonable, keep arguing u should be first to get attend to! damn you! & when u insist me to call tat patient out to let u in first, u disappear from the site?! wasting my time clearing my workloads! i should have just proceed with that patient's treatment. stupid bitch...

enough of all the stupid & unhappiness! can't wait to go for my maternity leave, away from the place of hell. just wan the time spend on the bonding with my BB Javier... a BIG full stop here!. i wanna blog on my Javier next!!!

The next chapter of our life

Happily married with my blockhead!!!
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Another good new ~ !!!

We will be upgrading to father & mother soon ~ !!! :D

I am so love with this doggie!! :D